Understanding

At first I was perfectly okay. But when I recall the nightmare I had in KL, I think I prefer to play safe now. We used to travel to KL after SPM in a group of 7, a group of besties, bros and sis, but right after we came back from KL, the whole story changed.

It reminds me of how shitty a trip can go about when there is a lot of people involving. There must be different ideas from different people in concern to the agenda of the trip. It might looks perfectly well planned before the trip but you could never tell what is going to happen next. As judging from the current situation, I believe the probability that conflicts might arise in the midst of this trip is quite unavoidable. Is not that I have no faith with you guys, it is just that I have been through such a painful memory which the scar appears to be a shame for my entire life. When people ask about it, I cannot explain how two best friends can ended up like that.

My decision to not join this trip is because I do not want to lost the bond that we had built up since the first day I joined NYP. Especially to Andrew and his mate, as well as Jeremy.

But there might be some happenings that could change my mind later. As I said "You could never tell what is going to happen next."

Since 7 Years Old

It is not easy to build this bridge

Throughout the years

We keep on maintaining to ensure it continues to serve

To leave a good impression

For those who passed by this bridge

Years later

We meet again

But we still doing the best

To connect people who walk into our bridge

And whenever they need

Though it is not possible to link two lands

Both situated at the one end of sea

I hope we can still continue to render ourselves

To carve the best story ever in each of the passerby's heart

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Despite the distance

Despite your silence

I read your heart

Why On Earth

Assignments and assignments

tonnes of them

But the lecturer did not explain a shit about the report

I got no choice but to refer to seniors' one

Still yet I do not understand what should I do

My comrade is now outside

I have no idea how to proceed

Gosh, spare me

Design-s

Say hi to the DPE booklet

The content is yet to be confirmed before I post it up here

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Just sent a quotation to a printing company

Hope that we can grab the best deal for our class tee

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Goodnight people!

Great Minds Think Alike

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There is a main reason behind why am I writing this tonight. A long story that I could hardly cut short and summarise it, but I believe I digested the essence. No, I should say I am digesting, the essence is so superb that I cannot digest all at once.

Black and white. The most significant way to distinct among dark and bright, bad and good since the day we know how to tell right and wrong. Superficially, we appoint people who cannot afford to perform what we usually known as civil act and doing stuff in an opposing way against the law are always known as the black ones or the evil. Those who stand at the bright side are known to be the symbol of justice, an icon for peace. It is true only, as I said superficially.

I have learnt that those who are at the top are mostly hypocrites. They just do what they think will benefit him for to ensure his fame and probably to higher the chance to get promotion. Outsiders see him brilliant, but I see him like a Super Mario who only knows how to jump, hit the brick and eat the mushroom. Life, we should not live it in such a pathetic way.

Of course there is a lot of stories behind how she inspired me. For what her role now is not only to make sure the students pass her module. She risked her job at times just to represent the students making sure that fairness never vanish into thin air. Extra sacrificing does not really matter a lot, but the outcome does. I see the figure of my high school CCAs uniform body teacher advisor behind her. She built the uniform body up, laid the firm foundation for us. The fact that we were awarded the title "The Best Youth Unit" for consecutive 11 years in Sarawak is a strong proof that no one in school can deny. Today, I continue to see the spirit lives on even I am no longer staying in the same school and same club.

For who she is, that makes who I am today. It is not what we get in return matters. The real thing is we need to work together and to stay as a whole. Nothing is halter from being success if team work and cooperation come in pair. I am willing to render my commitment to what she needs for the benefit of all. Think twice and have a prudent vision. We need daring people to guide along so we can make our victory not a dream.

I appreciate and I will do my best

"Together, we shine"

Bla

Tangs sent me a text

To remind me that I have 20% discount if I shop

I have no better excuse to not shopping now

All About You

I wish you are here

With me studying the same course

In the same class

Virtual Distance。虚拟的距离

I watching you walked away silently

我看着你静静的离开

Standing at one corner

站在角落的我

I see how the world evolves and how people tend to be more mature

我看着世界在进化，看着更成熟的你

Time passed and that was yesterday

时间流逝了，已成了历史

Missing the time before

怀念着从前

I give you my best blessings

我给予你最真诚的祝福

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=)

*smile*

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I miss you sooo much

We didn't skype for few days edy

May God Bless You

I have a friend

Whom I don't really know him well

He left Kuching High School when we were Form 3

He is now a New Zealander

Living in Christchurch

Because of twitter

We started to get in touch

We are like cyber brothers now

We chat over twitter

He got into some nasty troubles recently

He broke up

Depressed

He drive to drink

Ended up drink driving

Got caught

His license got suspended

Gotta send to court

Fined for 1k NZD

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"Life's fucked when we don't wanna it to be. Do we even have a choice?"

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Dude, I hope you're alright

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I am meeting Kiki probably by this week

Can't wait to see her after Chinese New Year

Her iconic style is what I am amazed of

Just wanna give her a deep cuddle

A warm greeting amongst us which I find it nowhere

Someone Like You

"Someone Like You"

by Adele

A song that makes me cry

Jimmy always has the great taste of music

As how he used to

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I miss Blackcat

I miss his voice

I miss Black Camry

I miss Hui Sing

I miss Cherry

Foreseeing

Trust me

Next week is gonna be a bustling week!

Need to see "Communication Skill" coordinator for the entire week

To get trained for the on stage courtesy

Still working hard on the emcee script

For the student speaker part

I cannot really do much now due to limited info I have

So move on!

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Thanks to my lovely iPhone

I have done so many works because of you

Even when I am mobile

In the bus, walking or anytime when I am moving

Replying email, checking news and updating tweets

I cannot imagine life without you

I Tell You What

Stop asking why did I drop my DPP

I tell you what

My mind had a bad time to make this decision

I consulted my dad and mum

But I know I will never get an answer from them

They said

"We believe that you can always make the right choice for your own."

Sometimes my parents are just too confident in me

That they think I can settle everything myself

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I asked Miss Cheam

(one of my favourite lecturers of all times)

Yey, she told me a lot of politics involved behind this DPP

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Making it short

She said it doesn't really matter for what I am concerning

Cause the main spotlight is still on my CGPA

She advised me to think twice

As the workload in year 2 is never as light as in year 1

and year 3 is surely to get heavier than year 2

and some other factors to consider like the CCAs

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I think long and long

My conscience told me not to take it

Firstly, I am not a fast learner

I have a poor understanding towards everything reflects into my eyes

I render extra efforts to study practically everything I need to learn

But the only difference is

When I get a hang of something

I can catch up very fast

Faster than those who comprehended it before me

Secondly, Maths is never my piece of cake

You can check my report card for secondary

I can never score 100 for my Maths

though I scored 99 for the last few Maths exams I had in high school

But I could never achieve a perfect score like my other friend did

Additional Maths

I sux to the max

I think I only manage to score from the range of 80

to the max of 91 or 2

So DPP is mainly on calculation

So if I take it

It just another form of commit suicide

Thirdly, I am never motivated to study

I only enjoy subjects which are so called "dead"

Like the Biology and History

I can squeeze in thousands and thousands of facts into my brain

But not Mathematics formula

Ask me why am I not in Medical field?

I just don't like people to call me for an operation halfway when I am having my dinner

That's why I am into the knowledge

But not the field

Forth, I am slack

Since the first day I stepped into NYP

I am slack all the way till today

If you were to compare my life now and in high school before

You will be shocked

Practically because I do not have tuition now

So the only thing I do after school is sleep

Or go online, twitter and pps

So i strongly believe I cannot afford to sacrifice my sleeping time for Maths

Fifth, my results

Do not ask me how I obtain my results last year

I have no idea too

I think God bless me all the way

Many times my brain went blank during the exams

But I just pretended to look calm after every paper

Every time when results is about to release

I thought I would be despaired

But the outcome is always the opposite

I told my aunt about that

She said

"Some people just have the luck in exam"

Sometimes I think I am the one

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But I would never risk my luck for DPP right?

So those are my reasons