It's Linked

You still decipher what I wrote and what's in my mind. That's pretty good thing as I don't need to explain. You remember when was the last time we sit down face-to-face and share our thoughts? Probably a semester before. Since it started, I no longer in your reality, instead just a saying to keep those empty promises.

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Right or Wrong Doing

Things which go under table should not be brought surface. But yet why everyone is questioning when what have been done is done? Now you all got it and should be happy right? I believe there is no need to tell everybody and people come to clarify with me. You should understand how I upset and violate the normal procedure to put you guys in. Those who are not in concern with the matter should not loop yourself in. I hope this is over. Be it like never happened before.

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No longer anymore

It wasn't like this months ago. When I asked and didn't receive a prompt reply. You hesitated, that was not the usual way you used to. It has entered the blooming 200th day, or even longer than that, with intermittent in between. There is gap which has been better replaced by somebody else. Sometimes it turns me into a fool, we call each other for the sake of calling, it's nothing more than just superficial. You can write as the story continues to develop, nobody knows when the climax comes or when is it going to end or even may it be immortal. I feel it because there is no more private talk between us, not until you run into a mess up situation. I continue to render my trust in a more silent way and I guess I received a cooler response in return. I am not the first one to know, instead I need to catch up from people who linked further than second or even third hand news. I feel isolated, wrapping up with a little of upset.

On the other hand.
She is overseas and I only get to see her every 1 to 2 month, and that makes me a widower every now and then.

Twitter says
[she is your best friend until she got a boy friend].
The vice versa is always true.

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Design + Music

I was doing this design for the event "Fear Factor"

Damn I feel so fail so my recent design

But at least I do something

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He is Greyson Chance

And he is only 14

Together, We Shine

You can't cheer

When you passed a stage and the other didn't

When your teammate left a game and you still continue

It just like people giving you a stomp on your backbone

You may look fine but suffer internal injuries

What have done is done

What I am trying now is to counter some situations

To get those 5 who have been left out to get in

My appeal might be successful or may just be another false alarm, empty hope

I have the responsibility to protect and fight for the best on behalf of my men

They have worked and contributed so much

And I think it's fair enough if I could do something in return

Even if all my efforts varnished into thin air

But at least I tried

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"Together, We Shine"

It Was The Closest Moment To States

We met up for shopping in Orchard. It was raining that evening and I was in my schooling dress code which appeared to be "under-dressed" to head down to Orchard. I kind of fed up and didnn't give a shit after I hopped on train. She was waiting for me in front of Chanel ION. After meeting up, we walked to Takashimaya and Metro @ Paragon. Around 7pm, with two bags of shopping bags, both holding in my hands, we went down to the basement of Paragon hunting for food. I saw Sushi Tei and trying to give a hint but soon she led her way into "Thai Express". I ordered Thai soft-shell crab and rice and she got herself some pattaya fried kueh tiaw. And that was where it began.

"When will you be graduating?"
"Next year, but I think graduation on May 2013"
"That sounds pretty fast"
"So, what's your planning after that?"
"I don't know, I am bonded"
"I heard it is a 5 year service right?"
"Yea, it is"
"Anyway to break it off?"
"Nope, unless we pay for the liquidated damage"
"But Ah Jiet went off after he completed his degree in NUS"
"Nah, it's pretty different. He got a bursary and I got scholarship instead"
"So you will be around 27 after that?"
"Most likely. Actually I don't mind sponsoring you to States, but you have to show me how you budget yourself"
"I am on my way to achieve that" (It was a total lie, lolz)
"How much to pay the bond off?"
"50k is more than enough, that's what my lecturer told me"
"It's not a small figure but we can discuss on it"
"Do you really like what you are studying now?"
"Not really, I was expecting something more on digital but I am currently more towards mechanical stuff which I believe, I sucks in technical operation"
"Haha, well, many undergraduates don't know their real interest is until they reach their 2nd or 3rd year"
"That implies on me, totally agree"
"Anyway, I don't think poly is a place that suits you. You're smart and should do something like form 6"
(eyes turned big and round)
"Well, I heard it wasn't easy. And I have had enough of Malay's education and just want to escape from the cage"
"I know it's hard but it shouldn't be a matter for you. Your dad did it last time before he flew to UK to complete his degree, and he got 1st class Honour"
"Really? I never knew that he is a 1st class"
"Your dad is as smart as you"
"... ..." (The awkward moment when you keep receiving compliments)
"So what are you currently into?"
"I guess Civil engineering or something to do with programming or computer"
"That's something really common"
"But part of our business is on construction, and that segment earns the most in Kuching"
"You still planning to go back?"
"I think in the future, I will be based in Kuching and flying around. And hopefully getting a US citizenship."
"You knew that is illegal"
"But you have done something illegal for 30 years and nobody knows"
"Well, it's still worth taking the risk"
"So do my mind says so"
(we smiled at each other giving ourselves that look)
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Until the last sentence the direction is still so ambiguous and it doesn't lead me anyway clearer. Well I guess dad and aunt Jen have been working closely to draft out a best future blue plan for me. The only thing is waiting for time to elapse. No matter what it is, I will make my decision based on the instantaneous situation judging from angle which offers the best for everyone. I have a strong premonition that this wouldn't be my forever and last stop. Time moves, thing changes, so do I.

- 21 November 2011

Breathe

Close your eyes

Open your ears

Feel the rhythm

Take a deep breath

Listen to the lyrics

Meditate for a minute or two

Gemini

“

GEMINI MAN:

He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up a book and roughly read through and understand it’s contents, so if you see a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac.

If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is a duty, or is it because he wants to?

”

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A Click Will Do

Hi, do me a favor?

Please vote for my classmate as he and his friends took part in a competition recently

What is crucial is your vote!

Just simply vote for their photo so they could make their way in!

Step 1: Open the following link:

https://apps.facebook.com/nebo_viral/index.php?id=1

Step 2: Click “Log In”

Step 3: Click “Allow”

Step 4: Vote for my team ---> AR AR SIOL

Step 5: Your job is done and wait for our good news! :D

Vote and stand a chance to win FREE movie ticket!

Missing You

I am seriously missing

Jimmy Liu Dao Sheng

and

Esther Tan Yi Jing

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I am sorry for not space out my weekend to skype

I know Blackcat is coming back from Melbourne very soon

I think I am getting to meet him somewhere end of December

But I wonder if I could meet Esther?

I will drive to your house on the 1st day of 2012 if you couldn't get out

Just a simple hug will do

It had been 365 days

And I don't want to wait another 365 more

*Did I tell you that I hate daylight saving so much cause it drags another hour more between Singapore and Auckland. It may seems insignificant to others but it means a lot to us who need to keep in touch when we are still awake.

Christmas Doodling

I was appointed to in charge for SEG A&R Christmas Celebration publicity

I have to come out with designs

And here is what I've got so far

I only upload 2 out o 4 here

I think the rest are too tedious to be opened for public

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Flyer

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Name tag

Concoction

I went to Magomba to meetup with Edmund and his friend Gaius

I have no fucking idea what the concoction was

But Redbull was one of the elements that made it taste sweet

And some other liquor which doesn't carry much alcohol

Being said so I was feeling a bit tipsy at first

But the feeling went off very soon as I only drank a glass of Johny Walker

Both came back from Christchurch

Edmund was previously my classmate

And Gaius a Singaporean currently serving NS

I asked Andrew to join us to mix around

And I think he does find my friend a cool shit

Ain't you agree?