Past

I miss the old you.

生命只是一个过程

人来的时候两手空空

走的时候不也是这样

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Two Parts

1. Happy Birthday brother (24 July)

It was a special day for me to celebrate Andrew's birthday. I believe this was the first birthday celebration which I made a lot of effort to make it work. Despite the whining I made while waiting for the host, I should be blamed for a thousand times. A lot of first time in record, the first time I bought an iPhone as a present, and he told me that was also his first time to receive an iPhone as present. To me brotherhood is not judge by value of materialism, is how much you willing to share of what you have. As long as within my ability to render your needs, I am always ready to give. Once for a lifetime.

2. I Am Rectified (26 July)

My twitter quote of the day "I refuse to acknowledge perfection is virtue, since leak is now discoverable, healing process should be sped up to march towards better."

I have been on this topic with my advisor for quite some time but we are still indecisive for what action to be taken. I remember once she said "Are you sure you still want to find a replacement? We actually have problem dealing with such a big group of people, I was trying to cut down the amount to stay in board as I think it will be easier for us to control the whole." "No, I think having more manpower is beneficial for future event." "Do you have that much confidence." "I suppose."

It seems that I was overlooked the situation and overconfident at the same time. I always ignore problems which already persist and look positive at times. Until I was been questioned this evening which made me do not know whether to advance or to retreat at that awkward moment. I believe in a board of execution, everyone plays their role and their respective importance should not be neglected. But this time round people seems to neglect themselves at the first place. Disciplinary action was initially sentenced but I on hold to it. I will need to reconsider and closed-up meeting with advisor as I have seen this an influential issue if an outsider could question and challenge the dignity of our esteem. Despite only the minority, but I wish to goal a perfect board out of the best situation I could handle with.

p/s: We didn't force you to join us. We open to all and allow those who are interested to come forward and sit for an interview. But after you succeeded the interview, you forgot why in the first place did you come for an interview. If you don't even want to get the job, don't waste everybody's time. Be thoughtful and considerate. Leave the opportunity to those who are ready to initiate.

Undoubtedly, this is a great challenge for me.

Sia

[Lullaby] by [Sia] from [Some People Have Real Problems]

Send a wish upon a star

Do the work and you'll go far

Send a wish upon a star

Make a map and there you are

Send a hope upon a wave

A dying wish before the grave

Send a hope upon a wave

For all this souls you failed to save

And you stood tall

Now you will fall

Don't break the spell

Of a life spent trying to do well

And you stood tall

Now you will fall

Don't break the spell

Of a life spent trying to do well

Send a question in the wind

It's hard to know where to begin

So send the question in the wind

And give an answer to a friend

Place your past into a book

Put in everything you ever took

Place your past into a book

Burn the pages let them cook

And you stood tall

Now you will fall

Don't break the spell

Of a life spent trying to do well

And you stood tall

Now you will fall

Don't break the spell

Of a life spent trying to do well

[Repeat chorus]

Send a wish upon a star

Send a wish upon a star

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Talent

Everyone has his talent which he is inborn with

We should do hard on it and try to polishing it up

Instead of trying to correct our weaknesses

Talent is something you are gifted

That distinguish you from others

Where at certain instance you are good at certain things

I don't mean that weaknesses should be totally neglected but we should focus more on talent

Imagine that if a person is good in drawing but not singing

He should nurture his talent in drawing instead of trying to sing like David Cook

In the end he should end up like a great artist

But if he chose to practice more in singing rather than drawing

he might end up singing like a normal person at average

But in comparison

His achievement in singing wouldn't be as good as in drawing

Let's take Newton as an example

He is good in understanding Physics and Algebra

He carried out numerous research which subsequently contributed to today's Physics

But if he chose to study more on Biology or Chemistry

He might not be crowned as one of the Maths prince in the history

So do you get my point?

The important thing in life is you should know where your strong point stays

Discover it and further brushing it up to let it shine

But at the same time you should also take care of your weaknesses

But don't render as much attention as to your strong point

The code 234

It was a meeting initially drafted to discuss about the camp's committee

But right after the deputy left you started to change topic

You start asking about my family background, secondary life etc

You also told me about your family too

I was in real astonishment that you actually observe me all these while!

Asking my family background to further affirm your earlier statement

You were like giving prophecy

Or perhaps you actually read my mind

You go into every single line of the proposal in details

Which I must admit that I learned so much more today than what I was in secondary

Concerning how to ready a good proposal

This is the ever first time I feel you

like how some of my secondary teachers treat me as their child

That they really care about you

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"I foresee your leadership during the prize giving ceremony,

you actually can lead and firm at your place but you talk too soft.

You should appear to be firmer in your tone to let more people listen to you.

Don't you feel that some people actually think why should a soft talking guy

outstand them to become their leader. They are actually unhappy.

It should appear alright in the future when you step in the society where

I believe you are capable of becoming manager or leading a board.

But during the time in school, you must remember that those who can speak loud win

*she slammed the table and trying to act like big boss - she was trying to demonstrate me how to talk louder and firmer*

You are lack of "wind" in talking.

If you do observe closely, I actually speak differently to you all and with my colleagues.

Anyway, in your family, are you the eldest or youngest?

*then continue with my family story*"

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I should say that I really appreciate the way you try to pull me and polish me up

You keep involving me in most of the core planning events in the school

Which usually a DPE student wasn't given a chance to do so

You expose me to a wider opportunity like the recent

Brainstorming session for Open House 2012

Students usually don't get to participate in the planning of the event

But only in the running of this event

But I am honoured to get involved this time

And you let me represent the MF students during Open House 2012

What a fame!

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One day

I shall proof you that

"Nothing is impossible"

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p/s: You should be proud of yourself that even you wasn't in the top 2. But she loves you so much. She told me that she wants to polish you up especially the part where you shy to voice up your opinion. Even she never mention the reason why she dragged you down despite the higher vote cast you obtained. I believe this is her effort trying to keep the balance in between two programmes where fair equality is seek among the representatives from both side. She is trying her best not to upset any of them and to be tipped it as a biased move. She thinks far and has prudent vision.

情有独钟

有一种感觉无法解释

有一种冲动无法控制

在秒针瞬间移动的那一刻

化学的产生

无法预知的结果

就像赌下了一注

假设似是似非般

像是被推翻

像是证明了什么

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眼珠传达的画面

刺激了那一根的神经

灵魂的一震

麻痹了理智

吹眠了视线

此时，存在的只是那个信仰

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一夏一春的一闪

岁数不断往上攀

始终有个顶点

因为在意很多的过去

酿就了今天许多的遗憾

从过去走过的路上

恢复的伤口

伤疤是一次又一次经验的累积

很多身外物

不是一直长久的

即使在口袋划下了一刀

在你开心畅怀时

嘴角撩起的那一刻

一切都值得了

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幸会

In Fear

In your reply you told me that you will get back to me

tonight after you came back from oversea

But till now I have not receive any response from you

Please don't prank on me

This piece of stuff

Meant a lot to me

I must get the deal

Snoopy and Woodstock

Most consuming preparation I ever made

In means of time, energy and money

I wonder why your surname is not mine or vice versa

A Change

I cannot stand it any longer

After long consideration

I still decided to smash on it

And let it move on

Beginning of the End

Watched Harry Potter 7 finale

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"Beginning Of The End"

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Every time when a cycle is near to an end

A new round of incubation is occurring

Injecting new excitement to the going to be dullness

To an extent of infinity

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I have foreseen in what I have to confront

Temper has been shorten

Prolonged time frame is now yesterday

Anger is now in the envelop of soft tissue

It is vulnerable to anything fiery

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p/s: I was so shocked that a name of origin could catch so much attention especially when leaving you out. I wasn't in particular of the current city I am in because every piece of memory here is part of my living soul. The more noise you made, the more I realise the value of friendship. I was once brought up in a wrong concept.

I Know You Know

Staying up to 2am is not your style. Even if you don't tell, I sensed. I fuck care already.


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