Monday, December 20, 2010

New Year Resolution

Ok
The most important and crucial thing now is
I must be more frugal and thrifty
for the coming year
Lesser
NIKE
GAP
ESPRIT
I will show you I can!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

If I Still Remember


There was a day when we all sitting down for a typical breakfast at kopitiam
There was a week when we all went for vacation
There was a month when you all accompanied me to struggle through my examinations
There were years when you hold my hands and breed me up to who I am today
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Few months back when I first stepped into my post-secondary studies in Singapore
I went through series of harshness
One main reason is because I came here all by myself
From interview to enrollment
My parents had not interfere any single of these processes
Except for financial support
I was actually keeping this inside my heart
It brought me even down
When I saw most of the interviewees were accompanied by parents or guardians
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Dad read my mind
That is the special part of blood relation
They know what you are thinking even if you keep it silent
He emailed me one night
"If I could make it last time when I was in UK,
Why not you?
I believe you are not only academically excellent,
But good enough to handle your life by your own.
I have faith that you can do way better than me..."
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This is an extract from his email
And now I make it
Secondary's CCAs built up my leadership
And now overseas studies had built up my independence and confidence towards life
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They are yet the best parents on earth
I remember there was one night when my mum rang up
Asking me how life's going on and so
And I popped out a question at her
"After I completed my Diploma, how?"
She seemed to be prepared
"Don't worry, me and dad will support you until degree.
We will break the bond if necessary, depending on situation.
But I can assure you a degree or bachelor in the future."
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And now
I understand how scrupulous entrepeneurs are in their financial management
And I appreciate my parents so much that
They had prepared me well for my future
To achieve my ambition
To fullfill their dreams
And to achieve financial freedom
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And
If I still remember
They both really love me
<3

Friday, December 10, 2010

The Entangled Mind

As we walk through the time tunnel
As it elapses
Everybody everything is modifying
And sometime it reveals things that have been hidden
That should not be disclose
And the true sides of hypocrites
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I have not get into relationship for quite sometime
But a saying
"Love is Blind"
seems to be a very uncertain or blur terms to me
As I have never experience it myself
Until it happened recently
I am particularly shocked when I witness how things changed drastically
Especially the personality
She is wise and somehow pretty
*To me, at least Grade 1*
Clumsiness may falter guys from stepping nearer
But it is a uniqueness to me
Impression has dropped deep into precipice
I can say speak a thousands for her
But a blind person can never see
Nor listen
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Now I make it the other way round
Have I changed?
Hopefully not
I got no chance to hold even a proper speech with him recently
I used to vomit out all the blues at him
And he is always the bin to collect all my excrement
Or for a better terms
"A Good Listener"
It works perfectly the last sem
Until some kind of malfunctioning lately
And I hope I will not lost it
Even when we walk through south bridge
Moment of silence will follow our pace
We stop talking like before
But deep in heart
I am appreciating you
Whenever I encounter problem
You are the first to appear in mind
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In my walks of life
People around walk pass like nobody
Moment pace on like flow of river
Everything is changing
So as our mind and friends
But there are things which we need to keep it fresh
Just like our house
We always keep it in tip-top condition by doing cleaning frequently
At certain point
I have keep your all as my tears
Whenever it rolls down my cheeks
And dries up in the air
I will always breathe in the same air again
And I will never lost track of who you are
And what you are meant for
I love you all
DP1006 and Highians
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P/S: Andrew, JJ, Jeremy, Zhong Lin, Cheong Hong
P/S: Fabian, Leon, Esther, Zhann, Weilin, Jimmy