=( & =)

Rebecca Black's Friday

and

Numbnuts

Yeah

You two just made my life gorgeous

in such a way

AGAIN

I Can Feel

Quake hit Myanmar and Thai last night

I started to fear

The day where world ends

And so

I cherish people around me more

I love all of you

<3

Don't Be Nasty

You are not clever

Just the paper too easy

Or the marker too lenient

I am reminding myself

My Ideal Car Porch...

First car - Mercedes-Benz CLS

I have an affection for this car ever since I was young.

And I will get this sometime somehow when I grow up.

It is too seductive for me to not own one.

Recond OTR - RM260-300k

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Second car - BMW X6

No matter whom my spouse will be

She must be someone who is elegant and style

BMW 6 is a right choice to compliment an exceptional woman

I am so going to get one for the future her

Recond OTR - RM400-500k

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Third car - Audi A6 Saloon

My eldest son must be a successful man

I will nurture to make sure he shares the same entrepreneur spirit as mine

If he is doing well

I will award him this gorgeous toy for him

Recond OTR - RM180-200k

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Forth car - Hyundai Tucson

As I said earlier

I prefer girl to drive a big car

I think they feel secure inside a huge chunk of metal

This will be for my daughter

New OTR - RM130-150k

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Fifth car - Volkswagen Beetle

My youngest son must be of sporty type

And this little toy is just right for him =)

New OTR - RM140-150k

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Sixth car - Peugeot 508 Premium

My dad is a Peugeot fanatic

As an appreciation to him for bringing me up

I want to award him a dream he has been longing for some while

This will be the right present

New OTR - RM130-140k

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Seventh car - Lexus RX270

As mentioned earlier

Female needs big car

My mum needs it too! XD

Recond OTR - RM150-200k

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Eighth car - Peugeot 308 cc

This is a spare car for me to partay during the night!

New OTR - RM180-190k

My Greenfield

A lazy yawn. I unlock my heavy eye bags and peek through the panes. Wind blows to my face with that chilling feel and I still smell my pillow. I am reluctant to get out of my blanket, I think I am blessed as I can curl my slothful ass in my own bed, I mentioned, my OWN bed. I turn around, and I sleep again.

I do not know exactly how long I am in bed, I just merely make an effort to make my eyes opened. I smile and look on the wall clock. Oh shit, it's 3 in the afternoon. But who will even cares. I am more than a lifeless piece of shit for the time being.

It is a spell, a charm. Once u get back here, you will love here. The food, the people, the place. You will get addicted. It is difficult to adjust yourself in two cities of great distinct. One of bustling and fast pace; one of relax and slow pace. Sometimes when I am into, I love fast pace and love to walk on top of the world. Sometimes, I will miss my lil home and because this is where I started. And probably where I will end.

I am like a rose, blooming glamorously in mid spring. Over a greenfield, with bees and butterflies around. I smell the fascinating scent of mine, I know I am perfectly well, in the right point of longitude and latitude on this universe. I peek through every corner, I see no end. It's borderless. The greenfield is borderless, where I find myself secure and safe.

I have chairs. A number of them. They always appear at the right moment and on the right spot. The moment I lost my support, the moment when my tears shed, the moment I scream in the darkness of nowhere. This is how special my field is, distinguish from others'. It is sole to me, I find it nowhere, not in any part of this world.

I am only naked on this field, my own green field. I see you as in I see myself in mirror. You are me, I am you. We are the same. We are unique. We speak from heart, and this is how we preceive each other. We develop a better insight of how our community should be. We have prudent vision and high tolerance. This is the key reason why we can keep our bond tight and we need not to dressed in layer and layer of skin replicas. We are real enough to be in naked for each other.

Because of Sir George Cayley, the founder of aerodynamics. He made the dream of homo sapien to jerk off from ground possible. It is a big leap and contribution to human mankind. It defined my destiny one year ago. Where I need to quence myself from being naked to be in full dress within 2 hours. From real to fake. For most of the time, I do not even know who I really am. Standing on the line, to the right is a green field, and to the left is another destiny.

How would it be? I think and doubt.

当夏夜的树上不再有蝉

当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑

那只是因为悲伤从来都不会有答案

我们之间 不是谁说了就算

拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪

Over the Rainbow

Over the rainbowwwww~

I am on the moon now

=D

Maybe

Somehow

I will still recall the time

I wonder if I listened to parents advise earlier

Why would I in such difficult situation

People might not be that complicated

And they will probably be of better personality

The State of Virginia

Where the spirit of Jennifer Anderson lives on

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I miss Fabian, Esther, Jimmy so badly

Every Second Counts

Earthquake first

Nuclear fears second

Volcano eruption third

So

what's next?

who's next?

Is Maya calendar real?

Or just a myth?

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It makes me to cherish who I am now

The time

The place

The stuff

Everything

Not A Normal Conversation

Too good to be just a conversation

It is not just a conversation

It is a speaking of soul

And he reads me

Despite the distance

Despite how long we lost our contact

And you are still there

Always and ever

You remind me how fast I evolved

In a city that does not belong to me

You pull me

To remind where my roots are

You have never failed to be there

At the spot when I started to change

And all of it because

You know you will never lost someone like me

Two brothers who are fated from different parents
This is an invincible fact

Tailored for our inscrutable fate

I wish you are here

Speaking face to face

I have tonnes and tonnes of pieces

And I wanna fill it inside you

Where you find me missing

I said

"Distance will never fade our friendship, our brotherhood"

It actually fades

Until we connect again moment ago

Everything just revived

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Thank you

Fabian

You are just being too great in my life

Ever since we met

There isn't any word out there

To describe your greatness

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May our soul stay as one

Under the name of Almighty

Our Lord

Rockstar Is Falling

First Day in Kuching

Yea

Pretty excited?

Lol

I wanna go back Singapore so badly

Starry Starry Night

Indeed a night

Hanging around

From Kallang Leisure Park

to Marina Bay Sands
I am in a mixed feelings

You will never read me

Unless you really know me deep inside

I have developed quite a well relationship

Generally good bonding with classmates

Better connection with some of them

One in a special relationship

And two are listed in the hall-of-fame for brotherhood

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I am thinking again and again

Round and round

I still decided not to take the risk

At least for the time being

I am not ready to start a relationship

With someone who is not from Kuching

A place where artless and simplicity were born to be meant

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And now

I realise I am the oldest among the three

Sometimes I do feel the age

I am calm and don't talk much as the both do

I invest my trust

Trully in them

Friends are important

Brothers are treasure

A Malysian and a Singaporean make the best combination

For the coming April

I am going to miss you all

Too Wise To Be Wise

On the 21st and 22nd of last April

I tell myself

I should stop bombarding myself with all kinds of shit

And start enjoying life

Singapore is indeed a city full of excitements

Enough of politics for secondary

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I heard about it last time

But I was never aware of it

I always think that people are good

In the sense they don't sabo people (sabotage)

Only if you think you are the majority

And we are the minority

So what?

You want to dominate them with your name?

You got to see if I allowed you to do so

At least not in my territory

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If you think HL is milky and has thick sensation

Because you have not try Greenfield or Farmhouse yet

You are such an asshole and cheapskate

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If we were to fight

I am always the donkey

And you are forever the elephant

Time

Time swifted and it is still swifting

I look at my watch

Still the same

Every second when the clock tickles

It marks a record for me

A history of the previous glimpse

A proof of stepping up

An increment to experience

A better understanding to life philosophy

I am officially here in Singapore for one year

I ain't sure how much longer will I be down here

But I know it will not be life long

The sky is starry

The dream is higher

Washington DC is near

San Francisco

Los Angeles

Las Vegas

New York

You are just miles away

You Don't Understand

You love her

She doesn't love you

She loves him

Him is taken

But he is after the taken

And now

Another she loves you

But you never loves the another she

My life is totally fucked up

Bless Me

She keeps on popping in my mind

And smile

It pass the point beyond eerie

Spare me

Please

The Costless Sands

Just went back from a 3 days 2 nights outing

An outing for the most awesome class DP1006
I love it
Like really so much
No photos with me
Because I don't have any DSLR with me
But there are four circulating during the chalet to capture the best moment
But I think I did miss out some of the moments
Especially the time when the class went to beach
And I was in E!Hub with Shirley
Kind of regret for that part
Besides
I think it's really an unforgettable moment for the class and everyone
Hope to see more photos up on Facebook
And cheers
I love DP1006
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*I want learn cycling like so fucking seriously
**I started to feel uneasy after last night incident in the park

Merciless

I am back on this track again. A track I chose for myself. It was a mistake but I have now learned and I would not make a second wailing complain out from my mouth, not to me, nor my parents. I would rather call it a lesson than a mistake now. It is part of growing and I am still learning.

Teenager? Yeah, probably my nineteens this year is the last teenage-hood. I just could not imagine how fast time has elapsed when it comes day by day, month by month, year by year. Still remember when we were young and we wanted to grow up eagerly? I am no longer the little Form 1 kid who are still fresh and ignorant. Last time when Dad and Mum were driving me in car, they will ask if I wanna have McDonald as my meal or Pokemon cards as my present. But now I am the one driving them and the topic changed. Dad will start concerning more about stocks markets and Mum will ask my advise for the company's financial planning. Sometimes I am trying to find lots of excuses for myself as if I am still freeze at that time, living the life few years back. But I know it was just a dream, what had gone is gone, and it will never be back, only flashing in your memories when you recall the best part of it.

Now, whenever I am stressed, I stop being grouchy and whining about it. I sit down quietly, watching and listening, stories acted by the hypocrite and and melancholy notes sang by the poor. I wanted to cry but I am still smiling. I actually care but I act as it was non of my business. I wanted to stay, but I insist to leave. I am suffering deep inside, but I tell you I am living happily. I cannot wash away those memories, but I pretend to forget them. Telling lies but I say those are my real words of heart. Tears has wet the eye socket, but I raise my head high. Even if I know I can never make the broken line good again, But I am stubborn to let go. Pretending I am strong from outside, But I know who I am deep inside my heart.

Just to hide the brittleness of my true side of me, even though it is hard and suffering deep down, I will pretend and act as if I am okay. I do not want people to discover and disclose my wound, the pernicious cut in my heart. I do not want people around to start worrying me, to show sympathy. Sometimes I am making fun of myself, why am I behaving like a Hercules as if i can take up all the bad spices of life, and at times, I doubt myself.

We start to after our dreams that used to be soared high in the dream. Failure will not make the tears to simply roll down the cheeks any longer, and we are not easily halter by challenges any more.

I don't even have the strength to let go

But I believe tomorrow will be a better day

Cheers =)