Christmas 2008

Yesterday, 24th December 2008 I was celebrating Christmas with all my friends at Yun Hui's place. It was an unforgettable one as we can get gather like this. I felt very sorry for Esther in which I could not get connected to the internet. Really sorry Esther. Haiz. I had lots of fun and I slept at around 3 in the morning. I was chatting all the way with Aelred about some ghost stories. Some are really scary. Today, I went to Yun Hui's church. This is the third time I went to his church. We had some simple ceremony and later everyone of us got one small packet of Christmas present. I did loved it because the present was all about the junk food and I was hungry at that time. We went to uncle Michael house for lunch. OMG, the food was damn nice. What I really did not like is that all the foods are meat ONLY, no vegetable. I felt quite disgusting as I ate lots of meat. After that, my plan to watch movie with Eleen them also fail due to some circumstances. So we could only returned to Yun Hui's house and watch a home made movie. Although it was Merry Christmas, but my mind was in a mess. I could not cheer myself up from inside and I am really feeling very uneasy and helpless.

Review Jan - June

January
This month signify that it was a whole new begin of my another year of school life. This was a sad month since many of friends got separated. Fabian was not longer in my class, Hui Yin also got separated to other class and Fiona, Kiki, Cindy and Pauline were also all spread to other class. However, Esther, Shirley, Eleen, Zhann, Dawson, Leon and Ling Tchii all were same class with me. I also managed to make lots of new friends like Daniel Sim, Gilbert, Glaydis and lots more. This was a sad beginning but end up with a happy one.

February
This month we were gonna celebrate Chinese New Year. This month was fully occupied by the happy ambiance. However, I had to complete the Chinese New Year Celebration's backdrop. It was though a difficult one, but I took dvise from Hui Li not to finish the backdrop in last minute and luckily I managed to finish my backdrop before the New Year. The backdrop was quite nice though but the purple wordings were not so clear during night time. But never mind, at least this backdrop was a proof of my, Cindy, Han Nee and Manfred hardwork.

March
This month, I was going to sit for my first form 4 exam. Not really get used to it but still ok la. I managed to score a quite satisfied result. This month I started to plan on how the magazine design should look like but this job was later taken away by Cheryl and Vivian who were both profession in using Adobe. This month I also started to get familiar with all the teachers especially the cute cute Pn Ting yee Ung.

April
This month was one of my nightmare, seriously. Shu Yi, Agnes and Kai Xian found me, Eleen, Esther and Leon to participate in EAK competition. I had tried to reject at the first time but I failed to do so. I really went into nightmare this time. The worst thing was that Eleen and Esther were missing at the last minute when we need to hand in our work. Seeing this situation, I had to overnight at Leon's place to complete the EAK folio. However, I had finally managed to complete the 250 pages folio in one night. This really drove me crazy and I really got mad at that time. But thanks to Miss Chai and all the seniors for giving me this opportunity because I did learnt lots from this competition and also I had the chance to represent Kuching division to go to Sibu.

May
The first term exam was held this month. Oh my goodness. I really did not know how "soi" am I. I got food poisoning this time and i had to skip this exam. But still ok, the Fun Day was organised successfully, at least I think so. The Fun Day was much better than my expectation. I love 8th Fun Day Camp 2008 very much! As a secretary of this activity, I really appreciated this post and I believed that I had did very well for this job.

June
Everyone knows that AGM usually holds in this month. As for me, I had also waited for this moment to come. However, I could not deny that I was a fool, a real fool this time. I had made a really really big mistake this time. For first, I rejected Pn Wong goodwill for becoming a Head Prefect followed by rejected Pn Ngoi goodwill for asking me to become Chinese Language Club President. I was thinking that I wanna reserved myself for RC. But who knows, I had set a wrong prophecy for myself. I did not get either HSL or AHSL in RC during the AGM of RC. I just left the post giving ceremony that time and trying to pretend nothing happen and clean up all the cups and plates. I really felt very sad and disappointed that time. I really did all the sacrifices I could and reserved everything for RC but I still could not get it. I really learnt my lesson this time - not to put all the eggs in one bucket, this is what the English proverb says. I think I had started to get my broken heart healed.

This is...the end

I could not remember when was the first time I met her.

How she became my friend.

And I did not know how many problems, how many conflicts had we been through.

Now, everything had came to an end.

But I hope that miracle will happen.

I cannot stand through it now.

I am sorry.

This time, I will not be the one to solve cause I know I cannot.

I was collapsed now, really, for this time I really collapsed.

But I really hope that I am the only one to collapse only, I need someone to solve it.

A person who can really help me and all of us.

Everytime I think of it, my tears will always come out from both my eyes.

I am too weak this time.

God, I know you are with me.

God, I know you will bring me to pass through this.

God, I believe in you.

Back and End

Today I was just back from KHRC camp. Herm...the camp was nice and had been more success than what what I had expected. The whole camp was good. I had came to a surprise to know that actually there was a big problem in between all of us. I followed Pauline's car home after camp. She told me so much things. I never knew all these before. I was shocked to know at the first time, but I was just feeling disappointed after that. During the preparation for Team Match, I had forgotten that actually the grouping for all the teams was full with problems. But I guessed that is cause by the communication in between me and her. I had tried to arrange the grouping the night before expecting that I can get it but I failed to do so. Then she said she will help me and asked me to sleep earlier. Ok, that's fine. Who knows the next day she did not arrange for me. Nevermind, I did the last minute work and got a few groups repeated during the camp. I just canno believe that she even blamed me during the evaluation. I thought all of these were my fault but until Pauline told me everything I only awaked from my "blur blur" state. Throughout the camp, she did all the work which was exposed to the public. Behind this, all the preparations were in a big mess. She promised in front of ex-leaders and all the committees members that she will prepare everything for us, but she broke her promise. Now, I know that everyone was mad on her. And I hope everyone, unit and the whole team will be fined.

This is bad

This is definitely a bad sign to me. Just now after I washed my face, I was trying to get this lappie to start, but I suddenly felt very difficult and hard to breath. Just now when I was at Han Nee place, it happened also. But that time I was still be able to overcome it. But, justow I totally felt that my breathing path got cut off. Luckily it lasted for few seconds only, or else I really cannot imagine what will happen next. God bless me, please bless me and let me be fined throughout the camp. I do not want anything bad to happen on me.

(PRODUCT) RED

Haha...Today suddenly felt very interested to PRODUCT RED stuff, so i had a browse through the www and I found that windows, dell and apple are doing PRODUCT RED. PRODUCT RED is a programme in which helping all the AIDS victims in Africa. If you bought a product which the label PRODUCT RED, part of your purchase will be donated to this programme. I just hope that if I can do something for the African victims. However, PRODUCT RED stuff is usually more expensive than ordinary stuff. Next time if I earned enough money, definitely I will buy one, either a PRODUCT RED XPS notebook from Dell or a PRODUCT RED nano chromatic from Apple, all will do. Haha. But for the timing, I just can download all sets of PRODUCT RED wallpaper, gadgets and other related free stuff and to use it to show my conscience towards this programme. Here, I uploaded some wallpapers. Download and use it to show your heartiest support towards this programme!

Please...

Today I felt my situation getting worse. I cannot even manage to wake up as usual. After woke up, Eleen, Daniel and Pauline start to continue their work. At that time, I really cannot stand. I almost fainted when I was taking my porridge in the dining room. After taking Vitamins and a cup of warm water, I was getting better. At least I think so. My poor body is weaker now. Please, god bless me. This is my living style, please be fine...be fine...

Grateful and Thankful

...I do not what to say, it is really terrible. Today, I had to rush here and there, just to supervise on how is the AG going on. Who ask me to be the head advisor of AG. That does not matter, later I still need to help Pauline in her name tags. When reached home, many people wanted me to online to complete camp's stuff. And my dad, was on the top of hot mountain that time, exploding all his wonderful volcano on me! He locked up the internet access, making me unable to online. That was not the worst. I gave Eleen a phone call and yet he said he wanted to cut off my mobile line. What the heck?! Feeling very very depressing, my hiding ailment seems tried to visit me again. To my goodness, please...The devil of ailments please forgive me. If you visit me, I do not think I will be able to go to the camp. The last time it visited me was when I was in Form 2. The difficulties of breathing reminded me not to pressure myself so much, if not an ICU must be ready for me. But, what to do? Camp is still need to be carried on. I just hope that my body will be able to afford myself and do not tell any joke to me. My dearest lungs, take care...And of course, I would like to thanks the camp and the packed activities, for bringing the hidden ailments in my body to come alive again...GRATEFUL & THANKFUL...

A visit to Native Hometown

Pretty cool, guess what? I had a visit to Apunei hometown today and haha. The trip brought me lots of laughter. Pretty cool man, Apunei hometown is definitely different as it sells lots of Sarawak's native handicraft. Plan to buy some, but I came to buy two t-shirts. Though those two are not branded one but the quality is just nice. Later, meet NinG, BigBird, Ah Bian and ele3ngal at KFC lorh. Stupid thing is I nid to go bac to skul to c my junior again. Just wish them goodluck !

1234

This is a very cool song for me. An Indie gene song. A very light, smooth and nice melody which make this song a very simple yet cool song. I do not know how to explain. Download it here and enjoy!

Feist

1234

Lyrics Songwriters: Seltman, Sally; Feist, Leslie;

One, two, three, four

Tell me that you love me more

Sleepless long nights

That is what my youth was for

Old teenage hopes are alive at your door

Left you with nothing but they want some more

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, You know who you are

Sweetheart bitterheart now I can't tell you apart

Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes

Too scared to own up to one little lie

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, you know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten

Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten

Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, you know who you are

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, you know who you are

Oh, who you areFor the teenage boys

They're breaking your heart

For the teenage boys

They're breaking your heart

An Electronic Eye of Love

This is the webcam I bought. I had it clipped on my dekstop.
Today I had made what I was planning came true! Oh yes! I asked my friend to buy 2 webcams for me as I was planning to give one of them to him. Guess what?? Haha, I had given it to him very successfully. Again, oh yeah! I got this webcam from David Yong booth at the PC fair. Haha, though it is not the best webcam ever, but at least it will bring miracle to the long distance relationship which the other webcam cannot. Sincerely hope that miracle will be brought by this ordinary webcam and made it an exceptional one.

Twilight

Today, I had a movie with my friends at the Star cineplax. Shirley suggested that we should watch twilight as it is originated from a quite famous and well-selling novel. However, it's movie is not as desirable as the novel. At first, I refused to watch this movie as some of my friends told me that it is a boring one. But, what to do? We had bought the movie tickets already. I only got the movie ticket at half price, as I share my priviledge boucher with Fabian, though I might share it with Eleen if she is here. The same went to Shirley and Kelly. So, after I bought a Super Combo, we all went into the hall 2. Just as expected, the movie is a boring one. But out of my expectation, Fabian fall asleep half way when the movie was going on! Haha, I suppose that he would not fall sleep if someone is here. That does not matter. To me, I did not really get what is the real storyline, as the subtitle is some sort of missing and appear, appear and missing when the movie was going on. After the movie, Apunei, M-man, Kelly and Daniel all went to Manfred house. Me, Fabian and David walked together but to three different destinations. David walked back to school, Fabian walked to Parkson and me to PC fair. Before me and Fabian spread into two directions, I told him "buy something meaningful!". I think he knew what to do. However, my advise to him is to do a handmake one, which cannot be bought and priceless. Later, I saw Hui Yi at PC fair. I bought a 8GB pendrive, a keyboard and 2 webcams. I thought I can buy some more if I had enough money!!! sob...Love IT stuffs so much. After that, I went home and took shower. I had my dinner at Sushi King @ the Spring. I did not eat much as my appetite not so well tonight. I saw Jason when I was in Ta Kiong. A perfect day with a bit emptiness because Esther is missing!!! Esther, do come back earlier...

Wild, real wild

Would you feel good when your dad came home and just shouted at you without any reason? Just because that he got fined when he parked his car at the illegal lot this afternoon. Aiti, I really very dissapointed on him lorh. How could he did like that. Haiz, I got nothing much to say, just hope he can change his bad temper in the future. I believe he can achieve better if he change his temper a bit better and with his profession in accounting I believe he can give us better living than what we have now.

He had Finally Back

Today he had backed from Miri, I suppose he was damn exhausted. However, the meeting still need to be carried on. Feeling pity on him, but luckily the meeting ended earlier that what I expected. Later I asked him whether he can come to my house to do the programme stuff with Eleen and he say ok. I suppose that I had helped Esther to make her wish come true. But who knows he still cannot overcome his tiredness and take a short nap. But later he requested Esther's number from me. Haha, I suppose he is going further. Due to the difference in time zone, he cannot do anything to her early in the morning. However, god will bless both of them and I wish to hear good news from you two soon.

Love,
Jack

What?!

Beloved RC room Rear view of staffroomInside the staffroom Today, I went to school to see how's the school situation. When I first stepped into the school, I was totally shocked and feeling wanna cry. I was asking to myself, "Why would this ever happened on my school?!" I cannot believe what I see that the RC room had turned into ashes. Totally into ashes!!! Not even a single piece of paper was rescued from the fire. The teachers' staffroom, most of the books and equipments were completely burnt. I do not know how the teachers gonna teach next year without all those essential sources which they started to collect since the first day they teached. I had walked around and take three snap shots of the scene. The photos were showned up there. I just hope that everything is going to be fine soon. God Bless.

Kuching High...sweat...

Kuching High was on fire today! (2/12/08)

Thick black smoke can be seen from the far...cool??...speechless... Fireman, do your best to rescue all the books in the library, especially those chinese books which I helped Pn. Ngoi to record before the holiday!What a big fire...

The "good job" done by the "kind" fire

Haizz...What a pity news today. Our school had been burnt down!!! The saddest news was that our RC room had been severely burnt down, what the... I felt very sad because inside the room we had all the important documents and all the prizes we got before. All our grand achievements before this had all gone in the cruel fire. At first, I was quite shocked to hear the news but later I feel a bit fortunate. Because junior science lab had been declared as an unsafe building and yet the Education Department and Teo Chew Association are not interested in rebulding this bulding. So, now, they have no choice but to rebuild since the building had been completely burnt down. Do not know what to say now, happy or sad... Just let it be...

A day of Programme

Today, both Eleen and Daniel came to my house to do the KHSRC camp 2008 programmes. Fortunately they came, I had something to do this afternoon and evening. I did not waste my precious time doing something meaningless. Feeling happily, we had planned out to cheat Esther that both Eleen and Daniel and are not at my house. But finally we came to bring out the truth by telling Esther that actually all of them are here. It was a fun yet funny "kacau" to Esther. Later, we had some gossiping with Esther. Time just fly like that, the aroma of my mum's cooking reminded us of our empty stomach. After saying bye to Esther, we had our dinner at KFC. But our plan did not come true as KFC is full house already. So, we turned to Sugar Bun and had our dinner there. We thought the dinner should be a very lousy one but I think the meal served at Sugar Bun was not bad. Then, we went to Sweet Memory and asked the owner whether Sweet Memory can sponsor us for our camp. The lucky star did not shine at us, the owner rejected us. Haiz, what to do. The global is currently suffering from the economy crisis, every company is getting less profit nowadays. Who will willing to sponsor us? Never mind, that is none of my business. At least I did something for the camp, or else sure got somebody back stepping me behind. I think I should stop now, I have not finish my hot shot yet. So, gonna continue with my soap opera. All the best to myself!

A Song that has the Power of Love

今天，我没有什么好写，所以打算与大家分享一首非常好听又有意义的歌。这首歌是我的朋友托我下载的一首歌。这首歌见证了爱情的力量与无奈，我想是吧。分割两地的爱情总是要经历比较多波折。我给大家的建议就是-想爱就爱吧！不要在快失去了才开始懂得珍惜。在她离开的这一个星期里，我看见了她的痴情，他的成长。她从原先的假爱，演变成了今天的真爱，可谓假戏真做啊！哈哈！而他呢，则让我跌破眼镜，从一名乖乖的小伙子变成今日敢恨敢爱的大男人，不过他还有很多进步的空间。我相信真正的爱情是可以经得起时间与距离的考验与磨练。在此我祝福你们长长久久，永浴爱河。（有点客套，但没关系啦）。。。好吧，现在我就跟大家分享这首歌，这首歌叫着-明天过后。《明天过后》是吴克群作词语作曲的，非常好听，下面我也顺便上载了歌词并有这首歌的link,想要下载的话，就请按下那个link即可。

Link for 明天过后

明天过后

作词:吴克群作曲:吴克群

你问我明天过后会如何

世界若毁灭我们又怎么了

我笑了电影情节太唬人

只有单纯的你相信着

你问我明天过后会如何

冰天雪地里我们怎么活着

我笑了笑你太傻又太笨

但自己心中却决定了

我相信抱着你的手就温暖了

睡着或醒着我的手为你加温

就算明天崩塌又如何

我们手握着

外面天再冷全都由我负责

你问我明天过后会如何

冰天雪地里我们怎么活着

我笑了笑你太傻又太笨

但自己心中却决定了

我相信抱着你的手就温暖了

睡着或醒着我的手为你加温

就算明天崩塌又如何

我们手握着

外面天再冷全都由我负责

也许我有时太傻太呆又太闷

甜言蜜语不是我的风格

但请相信真心从来不会少一分

多嘴的人恋爱从不会认真

我相信抱着你的手就温暖了

睡着或醒着我的手为你加温

就算明天崩塌又如何

我们手握着

外面天再冷全都由我负责

这世界再冷你的心不会冷

What the Heck is this?!

Ngaiti...I spending the whole afternoon editing my blogspot's header position, however I still cannot get the desire result I want. Actually I want the title of my header to align to the left whereas my image to align to the right. But I found out that there is actually one choice only, which is either align all to the left or all to the right. So, I cannot get the thing done. Wish I could find out the solution soon. =)

Damn Bullshit

It's really shit arh!...Grr...I reformat my old computer due to it's lousy CPU and contents. I thought I had got everything done and the computer can be used again. Who knows!!!...My XP validation does not pass the genuine validation when I run the Automatic Updates!!!...That's really really very shit. I may spend another few hours reinstall it and restore back all the softwares I had installed before this which are Mircrosoft Office 2007, Nero, Chinese Star etc. Now I had to spend some time finding another appropriate XP validation from the net and crack it again. Bill Gate!!! Please cut down the selling cost for Windows so that people like students can afford to buy a genuine one!!! Then I have no need to spend bundle of time looking for the crack...Haizz....

From,
Victim of Expensive Genuine Software,
Jack.

One week...

Esther, you had arrived safely at New Zealand for one week already. You should had started to get use to the life there. All of us here are missing you. Wish you to get a better life over there. I cannot find any appropriate adjective to describe my lost feeling towards you. Just wish to hear from you soon.

Love,
Jack ty

Waiting for her...

It's already 4.25pm now (at Auckland - 9.25pm), but she has not online yet. While waiting for her, feeling very free, so I just as well write something to my bloggie.

Today have been the forth day since Esther leave us, my strong feeling of missing her is still there. She is the third friend who leave me whom I think it is a loss to me.

The first one to leave me is Edwin, a whitish skin which assemble an ang mo. He went to St. Joseph after our primary 6.

One more is Hong Khai. He is cute, with curly hair and a pair of small eyes. He went back to his hometown in KL after his dad got his job transferred.

The last one, is the only girl and the one who leave me (us) the most far one. Haiz, her leaving also caused me to cry the most. Till now, everytime when I think of her, my tears will just drip out from my eyes. I cannot wait to hear the news of her returning.

Esther, love always.

Jack.

You're improving

Haha, very excited and happy to write down this post.

She was very sad due to her leaving which left him behind. Haizz. However, after 6 hours of struggling, finally we had came to a last conclusion, which is - He had finally said that I love you. What a romantic one.

Herm, he is such a inner guy with shy and passive character but with a cute or handsome face (different people have different opinions about this). Today, he had came to a higher level which was showing his love to her! Wao, that's pretty cool...

At first, she was crying badly for not loving him when she was still here. However, their story enter climax after they seperated, and all happened in both skype and msn. He sent a song 我恨我爱你 to her, expressing his desperate love towards her. That was not yet, later he said "I love you" to her and sent her a animated I love you cartoon teddy bear animation. He was improving. herm...or I had looked down on him so far. Their relationship will sure lead to a more advanced stage.

With here, I sincerely wish you two have a happy ending and love forever.

Finally

21st November had finally arrived

and from today onwards

she really left us

went to another country

named

New Zealand

Today

23rd of November

I had been chatting with her

for more than 2 hours

I cannot wait

to wait for her returning

and to see

her lovely one

to have a happing ending
together with her

she

was once a senior prefect

once a partner of our EAK

together

we went through

all the activities

and obstacles

Now

all had became

a memory of us

memory that had craved deeply

in our heart

which will be carried

from now on

till forever

I cannot believe

cannot believe

my eyes

everytime when i turn my head to the back

i cannot see her anymore

I miss her sound

and her white hair

which I used to remove

From now on

I am always waiting

to hear

the news of her returning

and to continue

the story

that we have not finish

My Thought

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In the Past...

"Yes, always not to believe what Edmund says!"

Last Saturday, Edmund ask me to go to LT house to complete our history competition assignment. However, he did not inform LT earlier regarding our arrival. Then mine arrival had brought LT a big surprise. Because there is something going on that night, so I just as well follow LT to go the Spring to see Aaron and Derek dancing performance. Before that, we went to Parkson to look for the rubik cube as playing cube has become a very hot game recently in our school. and Yes! and they won the dancing (with the condition: no other competitor). Their performance was yet so amazing to me.

Later, I had my first Starbucks at the main entrance of the Spring. My gosh, it cost me RM15+++. Hope that my mum won't read this post, or else I will get killed!

Later, I follow LT car backed to his house and my parents fetch me there after their dinner.

Wednesdayer!

Yeah-yeah! Today I planned to sleep until 9 but I wake up at 9.30am. So relaxing! I was absent for school today and went to Pauline house at 10. Oh, no no no, is walk to her house not go. Then, I met Zhann there.

We watched Painted Skin (画皮). A very meaningful storyline which taught me what true love means. True love is something that we can sacrifice for others but not trying to do some evil stuff to get one's heart.

Later, Pauline cooked for our lunch. After that, we three together with Pauline's mum and sister, we went to Tabuan Jaya and bought some ti bits. I had a waffle, Zhann had some kaya balls and sushi whereas Pauline had her sushi and takiwados.

Later, we went back to Pauline's house. I went home at around 6pm.

It was a normal day, though I feel its was meangingful one.

iPod freak

This might be a bit later, but it's better than nothing! I'm writing this post to share with you all with the latest iPod nano which was released in the last September - Nano Chromatic! It's slimmer and cooler! Apple's creation is always exceptional. Let's see the Nano Chromatic ads.

The most lovely thing is the ads song! Bruises from Chairlift. The song is damn nice and relaxing. It's alternative gene always give me an exciting and fresh feeling every time I listen to it.

Here, it's the link for the song Bruises.

Astonish News!

Oh my goodness! This is the first time I got the poorest result in my form 4 life. I got an C for my Physic. I heard BP said that everyone in our class did not get an A for Moral. Haizzz, nvm liao larh, so hopeless. Wish to score better in other subjects.

God Bless

Ah Men

Daniel Powter is rockzz

Daniel Powter is amazing. I love his voice, his song and his style. In his albumDaniel Powter, I believe everyone knows Bad Day. This song is realy realy nice and I never feel tiring listen to it.

Click here to download this song.

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Daniel Powter

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Under the Radar was Daniel's latest album. I give a five thumbs up to this album. It is such amazing album especially the song Best of Me. Click here if you wish to listen to this song.

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Under the Radar

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What I Think

Today, the last day for exam. I'm feeling very excited as my form 4 life had finally come to an end. However, there is still many unforgettable memories that happened throughtout this year.

Today, I had a plan of going out with yin, jimmy and those friends whom I usually have no time for them. (due to my stupidness of choosing a wrong Gerko) We went to Parkson to walk around and Jimmy came out an idea to buy Karen a belated bithday present. He asked whether I want to share with him or not. Definitely I will share the present as Karen is one of my best friend who treat me as her brother.

We had some fun eating at KFC and soon Jimmy decided to buy Karen a bottle of perfume from Body Shop. If not mistaken, it cost about RM58.00. The perfume odour is very nice as it is one of my favourite fruit smell - lemon. Later, i also bought some cleanser from Body Shop as I wish to see some miracles happen on my face after using it.

From this simple friend gathering, I realise that my friend had grown up to be more mature. I thought he will be very angry as I did not free out some of my time to teach him Mx. I really feel very sorry for him because of my selfish behaviour. I had sacrificed lots of my energy, time and money to my Gerko which I am very very reluctant to do so. But what to do?? I am glad that he is not angry due to my selfishness. I also felt that he had became more rasional in taking action. Last time when I first knew him, he was a person who spent money as how he liked. But today, when he was observing the contact lens which he wanted to buy, but he end up with nothing. He said that he will only buy the contact lens in December as he only need it by that period.

It had been some time since I last met him, and I had seen some changes in him. Feeling very glad and happy, I wish he can keep this up and work harder to achieve higher.

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This is the third blog I created.

This time, I'm going to take internet seriously as what Dattebayo said

and I will make this blogspot to accompany me with my complicated life stories later.