Praying Hard

Please,

stop smoking.
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SERIOUSLY,
I don't like it.
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May Lord lend me the power of sanctity,
To correct and recover your sanity,
From the graveyard of Devil,
And,
From the verminous Satan.
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In Jesus name,
I pray.

Finally

Today I pass my driving examination.

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I mean

I

PASS.

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Fine, it's nothing to be so excited with.

I should actually get this license much earlier than today.

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Anyway,

Who will be my first passenger?

感慨

晨曦的日出

在晨露的梳洗后

踩着同样的步伐

踏进学校的门槛

重复同样的节数

读者同一本书

看着一样的老师

铃声一响

赶进车子

望着路边一支往后退的树

午餐与补习是离不开的好搭档

晚餐有时得背叛

因为

这是生活

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夜空与繁星交错的夜晚

我听着蟋蟀的长鸣

沉重的双眼皮拉上窗帘

跟着大自然的节奏而呼吸

听着徐风与叶子的音乐

引起澎湃血液的共鸣

听着心灵空虚的呼唤

一种感动溢上心头

好美的一幅画

超乎形容的境界

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咻~

疾风的车子奔驰而过

划过寂静的夜晚

也划破了我的画

再次惊醒

回到了现实

原来

它们的距离好远

好远

“感慨”

似乎是最贴切的心情

然而

最真实的

莫过于那滑过脸颊

的颗颗泪珠

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感慨的心情

好难捉摸

好难解释

SPM-sick

People usually describe those who are far away from their home and thinking of it as

"Homesick"

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For me,

I am working hard like hell to achieve in SPM but yearn for a rest.

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I describe myself as

"SPM-sick"

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Let's start countdown when SPM will end.

By that time,

I will go as much insane as I can.

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Shop like a wild,

Facebooking like a freak,

and,

Play like a kid.

Say No To "Dumpling"

To be frank, I really really have an eye-opening understanding towards "dumpling" today. You know why? Today is actually my driving examination and everything should be fine as scheduled. The first thing I am gonna do is driving up the hill and everything is going smooth as what I have thought. Then later comes to the side parking and three points turning, this is where the fucking stuff happened which turn me into a real full force bull. Let me make myself clear, I am actually having my New South Wales English Examination in school before I go for my driving examination. So logically I should dressed in school uniform right? You know what the fucking "dumpling" examiner told me?

• Kamu ni ponteng sekolah ke?
• Mengapa pakai baju sekolah?
• Kamu ponteng kah?
• Kalau ponteng saya tidak benarkan kamu menduduki ujian ini...
• Kalau ponteng saya hantar kamu balik ke sekolah...
• and bla and bla (sorry the "dumpling" speaks too fast and I cannot catch him anymore)

What the bloody shit you scolded me? It turns my mood badly. Another candidate after me is also a guy dressed in school uniform and he was not been scolded. Fine, I know both of you are of the same "dumpling" species.

What I am trying to say here is I am really gratify that I am not born as a "dumpling". In our history, Singapore had made a wise decision by not joining Malaysia. Let's see how wealthy and flourishing they are now. I sincerely hope that those "dumpling" know that the "hak perlindungan khas" for them is only just to spoil themselves. Furthermore, I am really sad to hear that "Malaysia Boleh!". This slogan makes me feel sympathy towards the country and sorry towards those "non-dumpling" who had worked so hard but yet cannot compete with those protected under the "hak perlindungan khas".

徐佳莹

好久好久，没有遇到让我如此钦佩的实力派创作歌手。
徐佳莹，
你的《身骑白马》与《明知故犯》，
是我继陈绮贞的《太阳》与《鱼》后，
2009年度听过最完美的音乐。
我期待，
期待来日会有更多让我振奋不已的创作陆续面世。
感谢，
邦耀让我认识了徐佳莹，
再次找到音乐的另一面藏宝图。

失落的日记

此时此刻，听着那久违的声音，述说着那永远属于我们的故事。

我总忘不了，

那甜美的笑容，

那独特的嗓子，

那永远迷人的双眸，

一个完美的搭档。

在一个全新的环境，

一个人须要独自面对冷暖的生活，

不是门简单的学问。

我很自责，

我很愧疚，

我无法化为太阳，永远给你温暖。

我无法成为守护天使，永远在你身旁呵护你。

我也无法化为双臂，永远给你依靠。

但，

在海岸的另一端，

总会有一群爱护你的朋友，

永远在背后支持你。

而，

我会是你心灵最大的支柱，

是你，

永远最好的朋友。

耶稣会代我好好保护你的，

阿门。

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Ohana再次完成了续篇。