Thursday, February 25, 2010

The Mind - The Talk - The Feeling

It is not exaggerate to describe time flies in just moment
It has been three months since I left my high school
Most of my friends had also made their way one step further
Continue to pursue their undergraduate study
The leftovers are most probably waiting for the real results to be announced
I am one of them as well
I was not posting up serious and proper post for my blog recently
How should I giving myself this excuse?
Oh well, actually I feel myself getting fade up with my pc lately
As in I am so lazy to even hit the sign in button
On the Facebook homepage when everything is loaded
Right in front of me on the icy monitor
As time taking it's pace on
My annotation towards life differ from time to time
I used to yell to yearn
To question things I demand for more
Blackcat actually influences my mind a lot lately
especially those words appear in his blog
He says there is time for us to let go things that we are too certain in
And to take it like it never happen before
But in the real life how many of us can actually do that
It is undeniable that I am stubborn, obstinate, just like a mule at sometimes
I always take it into account that I care for it (things that I am certain with)
I cannot get rid of it
Out of my mind
Should I blame time as the culprit leader?
From my past experience
Every time when beautiful story tells
The dark always tries to seek in
It is just like when you grab a handful of sand
Intoxicating by the soft and unique sensation touching on your skin
The tiny particles start to leak out from the crevice in between fingers
By the time you get awake
You got to realise that
You are like kite which lost it connection in the sky
Allowing wind to lead it's way freely
Like a walking empty soul
Learning to cherish and to gratify
Is always a crucial agenda in my life
Never stop forgetting about it
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Words are endless

Monday, February 22, 2010

The Delay

Hey people
Is not that I am getting lazy to post even a few words up here
But you know it's CNY
time for some poker and stay over at people's house
A deep bow for all friends who had made this CNY a fabulous one
Also thanks to Jimmy and whole family
I had been staying at your house for 3 days
And I was having lots of fun
Thank you so much to
Pauline Ho, Daniel Chong, Kelly Chang, David Wong, Manfred Yeo
Eleen Wee, Alex Tay, Edmund Boon, Bong Sing Xian,
Vivian Kon, Dawson Ngu, Shirley Bong, Ang Sze Tieng
and lots more for bringing such an unforgettable memories
-
Fabian Chew, Leon Ha, Esther Tan, Loh Hong Khai
Although we were not meet up during the past one week
But I have never never get your names down from my mind
Happy Chinese New Year
to all my brothers and sisters!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Woo~Hoo Year!

Happy Chinese New Year
to
Daddy, Mummy, Wee and Khai and all relatives
Also to my friends
Fabian Chew, Leon Ha, Zhann Bong, Wong Wei Lin, Jimmy Liu,
Loh Hong Khai, Esther Tan, Pauline Ho, Shirley Bong,
Ngawang Kunga, Kelly Chang, Tay Chun Huat, Manfred Yeo,
Liew Ling Tchii, Edmund Lau, Chai Boon Ping
Miss Hoe, Mdm Kho, Gina Tan
and lots more
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Wishing you a better life in this coming new year!
Cheers~

Saturday, February 13, 2010

忙!

我忙
非常非常忙!
忙补习的安排
忙过年的准备
忙到没时间没上来po最近的状况
大伙儿们
今晚除夕夜了
给它拚下去吧!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

少点纯真。多点犯贱

再一次想错了
原本以为简单的教学
单纯的人际
因为只是可开始
鱼翅再好吃
也有哏到的时候
过了将近四周
风声鹤鸣的时候已过去了
一切都是真实的
看来离校后
求个数月的单纯与宁静的生活
我只是想太多了
为了自保
不得不单纯
开始为复杂而复杂
单纯的那些日子
只待追忆
-
是所谓的生活吗?

Monday, February 8, 2010

不是一个人走着

答应些许时候了
轻微的小插曲让计划改变
微恙的身子
再怎么也与道义过不去
一股冲动
握把钥匙
车随即驶去
来往的人潮
红彤彤的吊饰
提醒我春节的跫音距离不到一个星期
看到了为了生命而战的斗士
看到了为了家庭而牺牲的小斗士
在这一片天下
为了糊口而挣
哪怕是那一种不续的饱餐
走了许久
在一个交叉路口
徘徊彷徨的望了四方
直觉的指引
我选着了它
看到那豆大般的汗水
把摆放着的些货物给弄湿了
衣来伸手,饭来张口
这种日子背后的辛酸
不曾体验过的人
又有谁敢指点
走着走着
终于到了邦耀的档子
销之欲空的摊位
不禁让我大叹古晋人雄厚的购买力
让我再次质疑古晋人GDP值的官方数据
-
在茫茫人海里
看到不谓一些人生百态
在各自的舞台上尽情挥舞
看透了他们
体会别具的一番感受
总觉得自己是一个人在走着
放下狭隘的胸襟
把视野抬高
放眼望去
与其等待
不如让温暖先行到达
真挚的友谊
才是真的无价

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Welcome Back

(took on CNY 2009 @ Singapore Long Beach Restaurant)
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Finally we got you all the way from United States
After one year of separation
It seems to be a long term
But a glimpse has taken over it and you are back again
Taking British Airaway all the way from Washington d.c. to Tokyo for transit
Switching to Singapore Airline later from Tokyo to Singapore
Finally Tiger Airways from Singapore back to Kuching!
The first round took you 14 hours
Second round 7 hours
Last round also the shortest 1.5 hours!
You were on air for almost one day
Gosh, imagine how far USA is
I mean from Malaysia
So Auntie Jennifer, you deserve a good sleep tonight
We all missed you for the past one year
And welcome back Auntie Jennifer
What I have in mind right now is
I cannot wait for your delicious American style spaghetti
And also my lovely Polo tops
Missed you to the max
Dear Jack Yee

Saturday, February 6, 2010

It Was Not A Good Time

I had not be with my blog for two days
Guess what?
I got a fever!
Holy shit
This morning when I woke up I was still suffering from a light drowsy symptom
But it was better than the night before
Writing this post just to let you all knowing that I am fine right now
And also a reminder to all of you
Take care and do not get sick
Chinese New Year is around the corner

Thursday, February 4, 2010

依然仓促

像莲藕般
藕断了,但丝依然衔接着
以往
我们是两具互通的灵体
更是无话不说的手足
如果不是因为它/她
今天根本不会谈上话来
我没有徐志摩般的豪迈、阔气
再怎么假装、掩饰
回避的气息还是被我闻到了
不知道这之间的永固
会不会是另一个泡沫的永固
那道真挚的光芒
光明依旧
无限的保证期
相信不会是虚假的
最近的谈话
虽然仓促
友谊的味道
在你我之间
我告诉自己
是浓醇的
更是顶级般的香醇

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

The Teaching Plan

You think it is weird?
And it is not at all
I, Jack Tan Yee is drafting out a teaching plan for my Form 4 and 5
Chemistry and Physics tuition class
This is not done upon request by the tuition centre
But I do it on my own
For people who've got to know me for ages
Knowing my style being a systemic secretary
And that is the reason why I make my teaching secretary-like
So recently I am doing some typing and filing work for them
Although the teaching is only a short period of few months time
But when the principal gave me a 100% rebate salary
I think I got the responsibilty
To sacrifice for my work
And I have found myself in another
-holic world
I am a workaholic as well
Cheers ~

Monday, February 1, 2010

The First Ever

I had finally received my ever ever first salary in my life
How does it feel when you first received your first pay?
One word - excited!
The amount is around 500 something for my half month teaching
To be exact, ask me personally
(salary is always a secret to everyone, tsk)
Right after this it is going to be a prudent and delicate plan
Draft out some arrangement and divide the money into portions
Most of them will go into my saving account
And part of it will be spend on?
You've no need to doubt over it
Probably, a light shopping XD