I had officially stopped my hurriedly life ever since SPM
And until now
Even for now I finished my first sem in poly
I am keeping my profile low
By joining some event-based activities
Sometimes I feel so lost of having no stress
Got nothing better to do
Except to glue myself to my iPhone or lappie
To twitter, to facebook, to PPS, to ChannelNewsAsia
Should I keep to my current pace
And continue leading a hassle free life
But after being so active during secondary school
Sometimes I just cannot make my life calm
Being stressed out and moving forward is my key to stay alive
But there is a factor to keep me away
The EXCO system here is weird
Or to say stupid instead
Those higher rank or head of most bodies
They are not capable
In fact those committees underneath are those who are very talented
Doing stuff impressively
If you want to become president
It's easy
Just get people to support you
Then you can make your dream comes true
No leadership, no talent, no skills required
They choose their leader by voting
And leader will pinpoint his/her sub-committees
I had seen so much cases here
A person who can't even deliver proper speech on stage
Become the president of so and so club
I really missed my team in secondary school
At certain extent they are so much better
To work in a team
Fabian, Shirley, Eleen, Leon, Pauline
They are among the few which I used to work with
And I miss how good they are
Sometimes when I am doing some project works
Dealing with some sort of stupid people
Sentence pops out in my mind saying that
"WTF? Why are you not ______?
If you were him/her, he/she will not do this..."
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But I guess the society is made up of people from all kinds of walk
Those people whom I dealing with in the future might be even worse
So should I continue having my "holidays"
Or to set it off and start being active in clubs
Join those hyper active clubs
Like RC, Chinese Language Club and Prefectorial Board last time
I should start socialising around
To find replacement that resemble my team in Kuching High
But will I be able to do so
To Keep this hassle free?
Or to resume the
Muddled life that keeps me enriched
I am waiting for the sudden urge to push me to do so