An Empty Bowl

Remember those time when grannie is gonna prepare glutinous ball dumpling

This year nobody is going to make me

Is either I do it myself or buy it outside

I miss those time

Really

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Time elapsed

Death is sometimes not a thing to be fear of

It is just a process

Where every life has to experience

A non escape-able stage

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Today I heard about her again

I don't know whether that was a subjective sentence from him

But time has nevertheless changed her so much

The last time I saw her was a year ago

Today, I nearly forgot how she was like

Although there was tiny dispute among us years ago

But we have been through so much

And I wish everything still remain like last time

It's kinda difficult

But memories are best kept

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Anybody knows how the hard-felt feeling is when you recall memories

Which you've to try hard visualizing them because they are no longer real

<3

I can't help loving you.

p/s: if I were given another chance, I would choose to stay.

It&apos;s Linked

You still decipher what I wrote and what's in my mind. That's pretty good thing as I don't need to explain. You remember when was the last time we sit down face-to-face and share our thoughts? Probably a semester before. Since it started, I no longer in your reality, instead just a saying to keep those empty promises.

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Right or Wrong Doing

Things which go under table should not be brought surface. But yet why everyone is questioning when what have been done is done? Now you all got it and should be happy right? I believe there is no need to tell everybody and people come to clarify with me. You should understand how I upset and violate the normal procedure to put you guys in. Those who are not in concern with the matter should not loop yourself in. I hope this is over. Be it like never happened before.

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No longer anymore

It wasn't like this months ago. When I asked and didn't receive a prompt reply. You hesitated, that was not the usual way you used to. It has entered the blooming 200th day, or even longer than that, with intermittent in between. There is gap which has been better replaced by somebody else. Sometimes it turns me into a fool, we call each other for the sake of calling, it's nothing more than just superficial. You can write as the story continues to develop, nobody knows when the climax comes or when is it going to end or even may it be immortal. I feel it because there is no more private talk between us, not until you run into a mess up situation. I continue to render my trust in a more silent way and I guess I received a cooler response in return. I am not the first one to know, instead I need to catch up from people who linked further than second or even third hand news. I feel isolated, wrapping up with a little of upset.

On the other hand.
She is overseas and I only get to see her every 1 to 2 month, and that makes me a widower every now and then.

Twitter says
[she is your best friend until she got a boy friend].
The vice versa is always true.

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Design + Music

I was doing this design for the event "Fear Factor"

Damn I feel so fail so my recent design

But at least I do something

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He is Greyson Chance

And he is only 14

Together, We Shine

You can't cheer

When you passed a stage and the other didn't

When your teammate left a game and you still continue

It just like people giving you a stomp on your backbone

You may look fine but suffer internal injuries

What have done is done

What I am trying now is to counter some situations

To get those 5 who have been left out to get in

My appeal might be successful or may just be another false alarm, empty hope

I have the responsibility to protect and fight for the best on behalf of my men

They have worked and contributed so much

And I think it's fair enough if I could do something in return

Even if all my efforts varnished into thin air

But at least I tried

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"Together, We Shine"