Tuesday, October 26, 2010

我 。很。累。

好怀念sem 1 的课程表哦
可以睡到日晒三干
搭巴士又不用在繁忙时段人挤人
也只不过过了个星期
我就已经累坏了!
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为什么
以前的事总那么回味
那么值得留恋
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日子不太顺时
就会开始想家
古晋
我好想你

Friday, October 22, 2010

My Deepest Condolence

I was not informed of Daniel's returning to Kuching
Even so
I am always be told that his mum had admitted to emergency ward or so
But it is different this time
Probably this will be the last time he went back for this reason
His mum
had left him
and left us
everyone of us
God summoned her
I was shocked to learn that she passed away few hours ago
As a friend
I cried and feel very down and heavy over the matter
I cannot imagine
What is the feeling he currently encounter with
The deepest pain inside his heart
No one but only he knows
I keep on saying that I will visit her when I go back for vacation last month
But I could not even bother that much
I take things for granted
Always thinking that after today's sunset
Everything will still be the same tomorrow
I have been pacing my life too fast
Over speed cherish and treasure
And keep aiming my dream blindly
I should now space out some time
To keep in touch more with my family
And all my loved ones
I learned a lesson today
With the price of a life

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

The Devil Wears Prada

Thanks Lord
I have been praying and now I have got my wireless@sg connected
How pleasantly when I can load pps with no timeout
Life's great
I have been flashing back and caught a movie six years ago
"The Devil Wears Prada"
Great movie for fashionistas
But the hidden message that underlied behind the movie is pretty true
Fashion
The so called extrinsic clothings of one is just matter of moment
It changes every now and then
Leather coat might be trendy this second
But denim jacket can replace it any moment
It is just how people perceive what fashion is
The real thing is
How we look at it
And to keep the true inside of ourselves
The authentic identity of one inborn with
Clothings
When we trace it back to the most primary purpose it serves for
Was actually to keep us warm
If we still remember it

Monday, October 18, 2010

Tiring

School kicks start today
And I am so not ready
Still in the slack mode
I miss my bed @ Kuching so so much
Life is about to look forward and to adopt change
Ain't it?
When I am still flashing back my holidays back in Kuching
I am pursuading myself to look forward for the coming holidays
C'mon it is less than two months time before I can go home again
Now then I realise
Where my dream is soaring
Where my bed suppose to be
and
Where I am belong to
Jesus
Shows me Your sanity to boost my courage towards challenge
Shine for the future
=)

Monday, October 11, 2010

Like Hell . Like Seriously

People I miss you so much
Fabian, Zhann, Leon, Esther, Pauline, Jimmy, Roti Canai, Kelly
When can we all gather again?
Kay Elle, Auckland, Perth, Melbourne
Why are you all so far away?

临走前第二个晚上




今天是很特别的一天
也是我最后一天在阿燕老师那里当助教
而今天
我看见了最原始的天真与纯真的感动
平时看六年级的他们
顽皮又捣蛋
但做起事来却那么用心、认真
而出发点都是因为我回来教了他们
陪他们度过了UPSR的那一段时间
获得纪念册的当下
我愣了那么一刻
莫名的感动溢上心头
原来我还有那么一群爱我的学生、朋友们
他们提醒了我古晋的人情味
增加了我对猫城的留恋
我爱
这里单纯的学生
舒适的环境
简单的办公室政治
比起爸妈们的公司
这里有我眷恋的一切
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出国是我的梦想
而古晋是我梦想的根
好些时候
已被现实蒙蔽了双眼
而忘了最初的感动
那遗忘已久的泪光
再次填满了我空虚的心灵