To Keep or To Resume

I had officially stopped my hurriedly life ever since SPM

And until now

Even for now I finished my first sem in poly

I am keeping my profile low

By joining some event-based activities

Sometimes I feel so lost of having no stress

Got nothing better to do

Except to glue myself to my iPhone or lappie

To twitter, to facebook, to PPS, to ChannelNewsAsia

Should I keep to my current pace

And continue leading a hassle free life

But after being so active during secondary school

Sometimes I just cannot make my life calm

Being stressed out and moving forward is my key to stay alive

But there is a factor to keep me away

The EXCO system here is weird

Or to say stupid instead

Those higher rank or head of most bodies

They are not capable

In fact those committees underneath are those who are very talented

Doing stuff impressively

If you want to become president

It's easy

Just get people to support you

Then you can make your dream comes true

No leadership, no talent, no skills required

They choose their leader by voting

And leader will pinpoint his/her sub-committees

I had seen so much cases here

A person who can't even deliver proper speech on stage

Become the president of so and so club

I really missed my team in secondary school

At certain extent they are so much better

To work in a team

Fabian, Shirley, Eleen, Leon, Pauline

They are among the few which I used to work with

And I miss how good they are

Sometimes when I am doing some project works

Dealing with some sort of stupid people

Sentence pops out in my mind saying that

"WTF? Why are you not ______?

If you were him/her, he/she will not do this..."

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But I guess the society is made up of people from all kinds of walk

Those people whom I dealing with in the future might be even worse

So should I continue having my "holidays"

Or to set it off and start being active in clubs

Join those hyper active clubs

Like RC, Chinese Language Club and Prefectorial Board last time

I should start socialising around

To find replacement that resemble my team in Kuching High

But will I be able to do so

To Keep this hassle free?

Or to resume the

Muddled life that keeps me enriched

I am waiting for the sudden urge to push me to do so