It Was The Closest Moment To States

We met up for shopping in Orchard. It was raining that evening and I was in my schooling dress code which appeared to be "under-dressed" to head down to Orchard. I kind of fed up and didnn't give a shit after I hopped on train. She was waiting for me in front of Chanel ION. After meeting up, we walked to Takashimaya and Metro @ Paragon. Around 7pm, with two bags of shopping bags, both holding in my hands, we went down to the basement of Paragon hunting for food. I saw Sushi Tei and trying to give a hint but soon she led her way into "Thai Express". I ordered Thai soft-shell crab and rice and she got herself some pattaya fried kueh tiaw. And that was where it began.

"When will you be graduating?"
"Next year, but I think graduation on May 2013"
"That sounds pretty fast"
"So, what's your planning after that?"
"I don't know, I am bonded"
"I heard it is a 5 year service right?"
"Yea, it is"
"Anyway to break it off?"
"Nope, unless we pay for the liquidated damage"
"But Ah Jiet went off after he completed his degree in NUS"
"Nah, it's pretty different. He got a bursary and I got scholarship instead"
"So you will be around 27 after that?"
"Most likely. Actually I don't mind sponsoring you to States, but you have to show me how you budget yourself"
"I am on my way to achieve that" (It was a total lie, lolz)
"How much to pay the bond off?"
"50k is more than enough, that's what my lecturer told me"
"It's not a small figure but we can discuss on it"
"Do you really like what you are studying now?"
"Not really, I was expecting something more on digital but I am currently more towards mechanical stuff which I believe, I sucks in technical operation"
"Haha, well, many undergraduates don't know their real interest is until they reach their 2nd or 3rd year"
"That implies on me, totally agree"
"Anyway, I don't think poly is a place that suits you. You're smart and should do something like form 6"
(eyes turned big and round)
"Well, I heard it wasn't easy. And I have had enough of Malay's education and just want to escape from the cage"
"I know it's hard but it shouldn't be a matter for you. Your dad did it last time before he flew to UK to complete his degree, and he got 1st class Honour"
"Really? I never knew that he is a 1st class"
"Your dad is as smart as you"
"... ..." (The awkward moment when you keep receiving compliments)
"So what are you currently into?"
"I guess Civil engineering or something to do with programming or computer"
"That's something really common"
"But part of our business is on construction, and that segment earns the most in Kuching"
"You still planning to go back?"
"I think in the future, I will be based in Kuching and flying around. And hopefully getting a US citizenship."
"You knew that is illegal"
"But you have done something illegal for 30 years and nobody knows"
"Well, it's still worth taking the risk"
"So do my mind says so"
(we smiled at each other giving ourselves that look)
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Until the last sentence the direction is still so ambiguous and it doesn't lead me anyway clearer. Well I guess dad and aunt Jen have been working closely to draft out a best future blue plan for me. The only thing is waiting for time to elapse. No matter what it is, I will make my decision based on the instantaneous situation judging from angle which offers the best for everyone. I have a strong premonition that this wouldn't be my forever and last stop. Time moves, thing changes, so do I.

- 21 November 2011

Breathe

Close your eyes

Open your ears

Feel the rhythm

Take a deep breath

Listen to the lyrics

Meditate for a minute or two

Gemini

“

GEMINI MAN:

He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up a book and roughly read through and understand it’s contents, so if you see a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac.

If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is a duty, or is it because he wants to?

”

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Missing You

I am seriously missing

Jimmy Liu Dao Sheng

and

Esther Tan Yi Jing

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I am sorry for not space out my weekend to skype

I know Blackcat is coming back from Melbourne very soon

I think I am getting to meet him somewhere end of December

But I wonder if I could meet Esther?

I will drive to your house on the 1st day of 2012 if you couldn't get out

Just a simple hug will do

It had been 365 days

And I don't want to wait another 365 more

*Did I tell you that I hate daylight saving so much cause it drags another hour more between Singapore and Auckland. It may seems insignificant to others but it means a lot to us who need to keep in touch when we are still awake.

Christmas Doodling

I was appointed to in charge for SEG A&R Christmas Celebration publicity

I have to come out with designs

And here is what I've got so far

I only upload 2 out o 4 here

I think the rest are too tedious to be opened for public

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Flyer

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Name tag

Concoction

I went to Magomba to meetup with Edmund and his friend Gaius

I have no fucking idea what the concoction was

But Redbull was one of the elements that made it taste sweet

And some other liquor which doesn't carry much alcohol

Being said so I was feeling a bit tipsy at first

But the feeling went off very soon as I only drank a glass of Johny Walker

Both came back from Christchurch

Edmund was previously my classmate

And Gaius a Singaporean currently serving NS

I asked Andrew to join us to mix around

And I think he does find my friend a cool shit

Ain't you agree?

Break

I talk, I shout, I mumble, I laugh

It just an outshell

I am being too tired

And I need a break

Give me

A second to breathe

A minute to dream

An extra quarter hour for sleep
Few more moments for me to think and miss you

雨下

看完“那些年”后，在繁忙的人群中，我快步穿梭人群，只希望可以快些搭上巴士，回家去。细雨纷纷，把平时站在车站外的人群往里面挤，为的只是不要被淋湿。在步向车站的某处，隐约看见约似165的巴士，在寒风的吹袭下，拉上捷克的头盖，把耳机从口袋中拿出来，接上iPhone，快捷地打开那一首歌-“A Thousand Years"。

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巴士上挤得水泄不通，站在最靠近司机的位置。从来不曾在雨中与巴士的挡风镜离得这么近，豆大的雨珠不停的滑落，再把视线搞得若影若现时就被雨刮器扫走了，而暂时恢复清晰的视线很快又被雨滴给弄模糊了，这个动作一直重复着，就像我的思绪般，时而清晰时而模糊。原来愁在雨天，愁更愁。

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一直以来都喜欢寡言多行，生命付诸在每一个灵体上都是一个价值，贬值或增值，与先天的条件和后天的培养一般上都离不开关系。我从来都没有生气或恼怒过，我只是感慨那一段桥梁的距离，即使短，却常常云雾四起，打断了原本应有的默契。有一段时期，即使多天没见，在见面的那一刻，总会有很多的话写在脸上，根本不用依靠那传统的科学，在空气中磨牙切齿，以震动的分子传达讯息，我们选择了心灵相通，或许是一种以生俱来的本能。在Twitter上，句里行间透露着心里的那一份感慨，没有想到你会有离开的一天。难道初衷的在意、关心，变成了一种无形的压力，过后演变成逃避吗？需要的不是无谓的交谈，问题在于信任与了解。因为一粒字，可以造出千百个句子，万般的意思。所谓的默契，就是在千百个字里行间中找到彼此的那一段，共同的那一段，很多时候就是这般的奇妙。或许有一天你会明白，也可能误会是一辈子。我了解的你，是一种信念；你了解我的时候，不要怀疑。

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祸从口出

沉默是金

Shatter

Initial wish was to hope you will stay connected with hyped gadget using my favorite microblogging site - twitter. You did an account at the same time created the history too.

Sunset has the most beautiful scene of the day but it doesn't last long. It will somehow appear again the next day, depending on the weather and so, but not everyday is a sunny. If you have faith in tomorrow's dawn, you will be determined to stay whole day long, despite the storm or thunder if there is any, because you long for the essence of God's creation. The moment you see the shades of rainbow after rain, you know you have lived another day, a day filled with your bona fide heart.

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Once Upon A Time

Once

How eager was I to escape

After dream, after bustling metropolis

And now sitting down and think back

How fast has it been?

How far did I go?

Just the egotism that you want people to know that you are overseas

It is the saying that moon is rounder outside

Just what people think, and how you react

The best is still where you heart is

Where it all started, and where the full stop will be marked

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It was 3.30am in the morning

Too many things, too little time

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Life's too short to be everything

Everyday I wake up and when I look into the mirror brushing my teeth

I will remind myself

"What if today were my last day, how will I utilise it?"

I had read this sentence everywhere

But not until I lost something in life

I have came to comprehend the implicit underlying meaning

It is how you want to maximise out of the box, out of your limitation

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Be thankful, be grateful, be lovely

Do it while you are able to

Time doesn't wait

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Don't tear when you watch this video

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

Today is a Big Day

Good morning to all

Wondering why am I still awake at this moment?

Dragging my heavy eye bags and dizzily spinning head

I am preparing script for my speech tomorrow!

Oh no it's later

Not to say preparing, it's actually the final touch up after changes this evening at TFA

I am glad that although I wasn't around for most of the time just now

But my committee members did a very good job

Also not forgetting another team lead by Keegan at Impact side

They are all indeed a not-to-worry team

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I had this thought to put up a slide to introduce our committee members during our camp two weeks ago

But the melancholy news from home had forced me to be absent for a week

And I couldn't do per what I initially planned

But God heard me

I am able resume my earlier plan for today's event

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14 of us had worked hard to serve the best for the course

So I believe it's good if we can be recognised by our people

Goodluck to all and million thanks to all helpers and performers

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"DPE, from the people, for the people"

111111, make it happens

=)

孩子，爸牵你的手吧！

天空

尽是一片乌云

雨水

狠狠地往下泻

路人

狼狈地撑着伞

余晖

是那么的朦胧

是那么的隐约

是那么的脆弱

是那么的暗淡

是那么的凄凉

雷声

轰动了全城

闹醒了睡婴

翻动了草原

掀起了恐慌

孩子

请你别慌

请你别怕

请你相信

无论何时何处

爸

从未放弃过

爸

会执子之手

携着你一起

期待那雨后

下一道彩虹

*was notified by Leon via Facebook from Perth about an hour ago asking me to proofread this particular Chinese poem he wrote during lecture. It seems to be a nice poem and I wish to share with all my bloggers and readers. Simple yet meaningful.

无奈

很多事情
我希望可以慢慢解释

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