Monday, January 31, 2011

Sneak Peek

Checkered Maniac
Top - Bossini long sleeves shirt
Top - Burberry inspired bowtie
Bottom - Spade pants
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Lunar Red
Top - Uniqlo jacket
Top - Esprit logo essential tee
Bottom - Levi's 502 (blue)
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Blue is Vintage
Top - Levi's logo tee
Top - GUESS checkered blue long sleeves shirt
Bottom - Levi's 502 (blue) *same as above*
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Heavy Metal
Top - Gap UK flag tee
Top - Leather jacket
Bottom - Levi's 505 (black)
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This is four sets of new year clothes that I shortlisted
Advise!

Love

I have so much to shout out
I love what you have given me
I love what you have achieved
I love all what you have
I love Singapore
Now I understand why you all are here

Sunday, January 30, 2011

雨中狂舞

咖啡冷了
雨停了
思念却没停
-
我们一起撑伞的那个雨天
我曾与你躲雨的屋檐
荡秋千的回忆
香草的味道
曾经那么遥远
更曾经那么近
我听到幸福
现在却捡着剩下的回忆
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没有人了解我时
是你陪着我
我的辛苦是你的喜悦
妳的问题是我的乐意
妳的笑容是我的一切
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今天的雨天
我独自撑着雨伞
在雨中走着
却被泪水弄湿
我听到的是无情雨水的拍打
而不是妳依靠的呼吸声
只有你看到我的思绪
听到我的心跳
把雨伞一挥
在雨中狂舞
或许可以挥走思念妳的痛
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命运的签
只让我们相遇
明天的黎明
是我们的努力

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Being Simple

Can life be more simple
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Not everyone understand what I am trying to convey
That is why we distinguish friends and soulmates
Those who read, are soulmates
Those who do not, are friends
Soulmates are handful
Friends are all over
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Home is the best refuge

I am still the Jack

I am regret if I started all these
I did not mean to be the culprits ringleader
I am still being myself
I do for what I am interested to
The difference is only I work harder
To be a better Jack
I did not intend to hurt anyone
Not to say my friends
I am not sacrificing your all
Not now and forever
I was just writing a fact
But that did not describe me exactly
I was telling you what most of the world are thinking
But my mind might not think that way
Your note had deeply pierced into my heart when I was reading it
Whenever I am still part of the class
I will makesure we always stay as a whole
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p/s: Please do not misunderstand me =)

Insanely Happy

I have strong affection towards denim recently
That is why I get sensitive to Levi's
That is not the point
I have discovered that
People from Kajang (Semenyih) are close to me
We share the nearly same fashion sense
And we do share thoughts
I heart you
Andrew and JJ
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P/S: I don't blame you. But I just want to talk to you.
I know I failed for the biggest one. But I will not fail the most important one.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

IMMA HAPPY

I come here almost every week for the past one month
I can remember at least a quarter of the directory
Make a right turn from the Orchard MRT exit you will get UNIQLO
Make a left turn when you see a bakery at B2 you will get PATERSON Link
Towards the end of Food Opera at B4 you will get a hidden DAISO
and many more
I grabbed a GAP and Hush Puppies at OG Orchard and Robinson
I have no idea why I bought them also
I know I am saying that I AM NOT SHOPPING anymore
But I always failed epicly
Damn
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Fate is not preset
You are holding it in hands
And you are the one decides your destiny
Road full of gravels is tough to travel
But nothing is impossible
Beauty is in the eyes of beholder
So as the love

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

如果距离不是问题
如果时间可以瞬间停滞
如果爱没有稀释的一天
我不需要轰轰烈烈
我只希望在夜深人静时
可以看到妳
即使是冰冷荧幕上的妳
却可以很温暖
跟妳通话
即使通过互联网传达
却可以听到妳的心跳
在寂寞时
只有真实的妳
驱赶黑暗
点燃蜡烛
可以很简单

Realism

One person to get promoted
And there are hundreds of people who fighting for it
What is the rational lying beneath
You got to know what to do
To make yourself outshine
To outstand among the crowd
I started to learn this since high school
Reason being simple
It is realism
People might act so innocent that he does not know anything
In fact he is the one to know the most
On battlefield
Weapon and strength do not decide your victory
But tactic and maneuver play their role
How many times
I wished I were a bird flying in the boundless sky to hunt for food
I wished I were a fish swimming in the water to feel the flow
Conceiving castles in air is forever a pipe dream
In real
I got to live on
Since the very first day I discovered the first part of the merciless truth
I know I got to be real too
Counter-current is not an easy task
But determination strengthen my will
Superficially I am calm
Deep inside me I am determined
These are the elements that make up whom I am today

Monday, January 24, 2011

现实使我窒息

如果Text Color
一切不讲究成功
不强调名列
没有尔虞我诈的日子
或许我会过得更好
在沙场上
没有绝对的敌人
没有永久的朋友
有直系关系的人
我会让你与我同行
徐健洋
永远的朋友
一辈子的兄弟
如果你明白我在写你

If You Know

Distance tears us apart
Time when we walked together
Laughter when we shared together
Harshness where we went through together
Time elapsed
We have not been contacting for months
Though it sounds ages to me
Even we are
We chat through facebook
Most probably because your Skype avatar never turns green!
I have so much to tell you
When we get back to Kuching during CNY
We seriously need to get out for tea
Sun shines and shades
Day and day
Even the strongest paint may not be forever colorfast
Even the most vivid memories may one day fades
But our friendship
Through times
It tastes even better and better
Like the best red wine that grannie keep inside her secret closet
The priceless treasure
That worth everything else on earth
Once a brother, forever a brother

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Before It Rust

一个人独自撑伞
拍打着的水滴
是泪
是雨
已分不清楚
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天空那一道彩虹
是水折射出的惊奇
而它
会不会是我那颗已蒸发的泪水
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即使
距离把我们拆开
我依然牵着你的手
那一股热情
不是距离能稀释的
时间固然长远
但确证明了一切
-
一年了
你有没有变
不见面
我都懂
以前
成全你是我对你的爱
现在
是一切
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My chinese is seriously rusted
Not to say my BM
I went to Johor yesterday
I can freaking understand a few subtitles of the movie I watched
"Aras" means platform
"Gamat" means itchy
Why those terms look so strange to me
I thought I should have learn it before?
"Language rust very fast if you don't use it..."
It's true
English is the only language that I have been using
A medium for communication, reading and writing
Chinese is use verbally when talking to Malaysian classmates
But it does not take up much of the percentage
I feel like getting more "banana"
A chinese who speaks and knows only English
In this case
I should write more Chinese instead of English
My post up there really sux
I can no longer write something good in Chinese
And now
It takes longer for me to write Chinese
As most of the "han yu ping yin"
I have forgottem them
This is a real alert to me
I should start rescue myself

Thursday, January 20, 2011

树欲静而风不止

落叶随风飘下
又过了一秋
外表刚阳
是柔弱的躯壳
生命充满期待
现实的期待是留恋的感伤
未来的过去
希望时间快转
现在的我
看着回忆
听着遗忘的旋律
多少游子
怀着和我一样心情
在他人的领土上
寻找着家乡上空的那一颗星
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享受疲倦
这种能耐
多少人有
黑夜的艳阳
白昼的月光
颠覆的伦理
我似乎更了解
为的
只是欧洲的风情
加上
一点巴黎的浪漫
少许米兰的时尚
与日内瓦的清宁
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身体亮起红灯时
再也没有嘘寒问暖
一个房间的日子
剩下的是意志与毅力
难熬的痛楚
是独立的前提
漂着雪的心里
秋去春来
树上冒出的花蕊
是雪已融之时
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寒风瑟瑟
吹冷了身躯
却灭不了春节的期待
团圆桌上热腾腾的盛宴
香味扑鼻不减
爆竹即使被雨淋灭
巨响声不绝
古晋
远在天边
近在眼前

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Heavier as it gets Nearer

Things are getting so much nearer
I am tiring from day to day
I think I do lost my stamina during secondary school
To cope with tonnes of works flying towards me
Can I delete the word "tiredness" from my biological dictionary
I need more energy and spirit
To put in more effort
For the
Shittiest Autocad
German Language and so much more
-
I am such a contradictive person
I love it because of my future
I hate because it drains my time and energy
I hope I am making the right choice

Monday, January 17, 2011

Chill . Passionate . Exhausted

Weather shows no mercy this week
It is 24 degree C
But I swear the actual temperature must be lower
As the cold breeze hitting on your body is piercingly cold
It is not like Kuching where there is only rains and water
Humid and wet
But Singapore is freezing cold!
I am now on long track pants
A shirt and jacket
But my fingers are numbed as they are now dancing across the keyboards
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Went back from camp yesterday
It was NEXUS camp
pretty cool name right?
Basically it was just like KHSRC Camp
But a light version one
Games were really fun
But we are free from discipline
Bathe as long as you like
Sleep as late as you want
Basically, it was like a combination of games in school
But one of the rules is that you gonna sleep in school
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Back from camp
Truly exhausted
DPE impact sent me a friend request on facebook
I was like over the moon
They accepted my proposal to create DPE facebook page
=D =D =D
Actually I was invited to join their committees' meeting
But Shuning told me not to do so
As it might arise conflicts among year 1s
Being wise I know what to do
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By luck or by fate
I was chosen to become the so called "model"
To promote DPE this year

This is one of the photos we took
from left : (front) Rachel Ho (my classmate, Singaporean), Jerry Goh (Malaysian, Johore)
from left (standing) : Yee Chen (Malaysian, Johore), Isaac Yong (Malaysian, Sabah), me
Out of 4 of 5 are Malaysians
See how much Malaysians are there in Singapore to make up their population
Malaysia BN
If corruption continues
You will outsource more talents!
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When I was taking a nap on windy Sunday afternoon
Ye Chao (President of DPE impact) called
I was awoke by the Marimba ringtone
Answered the call
"Tan Yee, I need you to write a 100 words on DPE..."
I was like so blur and everything he said I replied "yes"
When I really woke up at 8pm plus
I texted him to confirm what is the passage really about
I wrote it using iPhone this morning when I was inside the bus
He said I have a formal command of english
But he needs a casual one
So I am now trying to work on it again
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And now
I do gain some fame among DPEs
Joined major events
Have connections among some important people
Know some friends from each class
It is about to showcase where am I supposed to be
To resume my hassle secondary school lifestyle
It is hectic but I do miss it!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Another Phew~

A good news to kick start a new year
For the past common test which was held last three weeks
I got all A's for all my modules
Material Technology
Autocad Drawing
Engineering Mechanics
Engineering Mathematics
Aerospace Manufacturing Technology
I did killed them all at the wars
And I am now victory
Wahaha
Overall I did better for this time round comparing to the last common test
So...
Should I reward myself a pair of Levi's?
=D

Sunday, January 2, 2011

First Day . Not Even First Night

Everything is back to normal
I mean it started to get normal 9 months ago
Time flies
And it is really fast
I am turning into a second year student two months later
Everything is gonna repeat again afterall
Like how the clock keeps turning
They strike the same figure every repeating 24 hours
But every moment tells a different story
Third year
And I am done with my Digital and Precision Engineering
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As I just alighted this afternoon
I am carrying my handy Nike
Someone knocked from the back
"Excuse me..."
And he just shoo~
Disappeared in crowd
People in Singapore are too hurry to walk!
Even on the travelator belt
People keep on "excuse me" for at least three times
I have definitely reduced my pace to a certain speed which
Singaporeans can hardly accept
Even when my baggage was sent out on the conveyer belt
The belt is moving faster than the one in Kuching
Adopt to Kuching's pace is easy
But tuning back to Singapore's pace is not easy though
In Singapore
They particular about efficiency
They want to be first
They are competitive
And Singapore is always on top of the world
I wonder why Malaysia such a big country (compared to Singapore)
Cannot achieve this?
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"I love you no matter how bad you are =)"
Quoted from Esther
Despite Malaysia racism towards non-Malays
We as non-Malay Malaysians
We still hold our patriotism
It's not that we don't want to stay in Malaysia
We are just hopping overseas to look for something better
Something Malaysia could have achieve if the government manage the country well
But they are always disappointing us
More than millions of Chinese had migrated overseas since Malaysia achieved its independence
If this amount of talents chose to stay
Assuming that each of them can draw a GDP of 30k USD every year
Malaysia could have raised up their annual revenue by billions of dollars
Malaysia is outsourcing their talents to build others' countries
Like Singapore, Australia, the States and Britain
My current wish, also my sincere one
I am hoping Malaysia is turning itself into a more democratic country
By the time I graduate as Master or PhD
I am willing to serve the developed Malaysia
The dream of wawasan 2020
I hope it's not forever a dream

Happy New Year


Hello world
It's quite late to publish my new year greet now
But hey
It's still fresh
Imma greeting all my lovely Kuchingnites which I used to
Love to my family and friends
especially
Weilin Wong, Shirley Bong, Manfred Yeo, Alex Tay, Kwong Chieng, Dawson Ngu
and my fellow 5s1-ians
To my Madani Group
Mdm Kho, Adeline Hoe and Gina Tan
and those who are away from Kuching
Kay Elle - Fabian Chew, Edmund Lau, Lee Sin Chien, Zhann Bong, Hong Khai, Orenzai, Vivian, Katheleen
Johore - Kunga, Pauline
Perth - Leon, Jerry, Kelvin
Melbourne - Jimmy
Adelaide - Fiona
Auckland - Esther
And so much more
Happy proeperous 2011
And I do love you all
=)