Before It Rust

一个人独自撑伞

拍打着的水滴

是泪

是雨

已分不清楚

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天空那一道彩虹

是水折射出的惊奇

而它

会不会是我那颗已蒸发的泪水

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即使

距离把我们拆开

我依然牵着你的手

那一股热情

不是距离能稀释的

时间固然长远

但确证明了一切

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一年了

你有没有变

不见面

我都懂

以前

成全你是我对你的爱

现在

爱

是一切

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My chinese is seriously rusted

Not to say my BM

I went to Johor yesterday

I can freaking understand a few subtitles of the movie I watched

"Aras" means platform

"Gamat" means itchy

Why those terms look so strange to me

I thought I should have learn it before?

"Language rust very fast if you don't use it..."

It's true

English is the only language that I have been using

A medium for communication, reading and writing

Chinese is use verbally when talking to Malaysian classmates

But it does not take up much of the percentage

I feel like getting more "banana"

A chinese who speaks and knows only English

In this case

I should write more Chinese instead of English

My post up there really sux

I can no longer write something good in Chinese

And now

It takes longer for me to write Chinese

As most of the "han yu ping yin"

I have forgottem them

This is a real alert to me

I should start rescue myself