Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happy New Year!

I missed the Christmas greeting and I have no excuse to miss the
NEW YEAR GREETINGS!!!
especially to all
my family members, relatives and friends
also to all my blog's readers and everyone on this earth
Happy 2010 New Year!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Countdown in Another 8 days

Whee~
It sounds so much enervate and lethargic
Going to take off heading to capital in about one week time
Not much anticipating as I do not feel like spending so much money again
I am always confront by the guiltiness every time following a wild shopping binge
This time probably will not be an exception
Bless me there is going to be a big sale
And I can grab some pants at a bargain
And also for a kind of shirt that the printed design becomes motive when battery is fixed on
That's it for the goal this time
Wishing me a happy holiday
Blurrk~~Going to Shirley's house and holding some discussions with Kelly
Be right back to iHome =)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

更多

悠闲地走在街上
后头的店家播起了爆竹声的新年歌
我才发现悠闲的脚步根本无法跟上时间的步伐
想放快时,却也怎么也赶不上飞机的速度
这是残忍的一幕
是常见的离别
许多离别的祝福在手指间不断传送
即使想哭
也只把头向上仰,望着星空
脸上强力挤出个微撇的笑容
告诉旁人-今晚的夜空好美,月亮好圆
知我者谓我心忧,不知我者谓我何求
回想起的日子里
有的依然鲜明,有的却已沉淀许久
鲜明的不过那些体面的肤浅故事
不值得一提,但不可缺少
沉淀的就犹如典雅的葡萄酒
愈久愈醇
欲开盖时但又深怕可惜
沉淀的记忆总耐人寻味
欲谱出的故事深怕感动时又流涕一番
就是那么感伤,那么感性的万物之灵
再失去的那一刻才恍然大悟
我回顾走过的足迹
发现没错过太多的快乐
但蔑视一瞥的更多
十七年的阅历点醒了我
即使无法全数把握住
感恩,家人的手我握着了
朋友的手有的握了又放,放了又握
一时之间无法想起多个名字
-邦耀、慧芸、馨娴、国良、宏凯、奕婧、诗丽、道晟、景丰
这是闪过脑海的名字
还有许多许多的名字无法一一道尽
生命因你们而精彩
记忆因你们的沉淀而更香醇
未来的路上我会继续陪同
只要还有一口喘息的气
你们是我
永远的家人与朋友

Best Friend Ever

Feel free to photoshoppie another picture
This time I choose to edit a "Best Friend" picture
Come with low resolution at a dimension of 300 x 292
Sometimes we learn to cherish the story hidden inside the picture
And to appreciate the value within
Not every time a clearer and sharper image will always be the conspicuous one
Very simple but just simply like it

Monday, December 28, 2009

无题

又是一场对白
永远没有结局的对白
一样的话题一直重复
心里明白这是一种耗时的徒劳
却怎么都一直喜欢这样耗下去
已经到了一种心理失衡的状态
在空白的话题中寻找方向
找到了也不过是虚幻的一场梦
可能做梦是一种喜好
偶尔或许是件好事
久了是酿病的噩梦
在虚幻中寻找真实
需要一些拿捏
还在乳臭未干的初级思想阶段
需要不停逼进自己
让它来得更快
成长更多
虫鸣此起彼落
暗示着对白的句点即快画上
不意外这又是一场无结局的对白
习惯了那般无题的话语
这是生命的的一部分
是无题的一种特色
就让它无题的结束吧

Friday, December 25, 2009

One Week

Thanks Jesus, I'm finally back to my "iHome" here
Bear in mind that iHome simply means my bloggie
I was so much busy shopping around in Singapore last week
It was so so so much fun as it was my first time to go with my friends
What more with my best friend, Fabian
I can see spiders starting to build up their home-sweet-home in my iHome
It's time to post some words and get rid of it!
Well, I'm going out to uncle house now for a while
And later Tchii, Shirley, Aelred them will pay a visit to my house
Early in the morning tomorrow we are departing to either Buntal or Damai to catch a best shot of tomorrow sunrise
Cheers buddy
Fabian, thanks for your words in your bloggie
I appreciate it so much
Enjoy your Christmas
Before I end this post in such a hurry
I would like to share one photo which I took at Orchard Road last few days
I feel that the colour is very tempting and nice
Enjoy!

Friday, December 18, 2009

Here We Go

It is indeed a very pleased trip to be said
As this will be the first time I travel overseas with my best friend, Fabian
He told me he is going to tell me some annotation of life during the trip
And I cannot wait for it
I am so excited as anyone else will do
The most important agenda tomorrow is his birthday
With all the very best and Jesus blessings
I wish you a great greater greatest Happy Birthday!
I have no word to express for the jubilant feeling up my heart
With all my very best wishes wishing you
Once, happy 17th birthday, Fabian!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Hug

I hug her
I have finally take out the gut, the gallantry
I know you need my love at this very harsh moment
I heard you have an insomnia lately
That's why I tell myself
I will promise you a sweet dream tonight
When my arms reached your shoulders
I just could not let go
I feel your warmth
I was touched by your love
In the word of tears
"Everything will be alright"
I was so mumble until I was uncertain whether you heard it
No matter what happens
I am a lean on for you
Love you, mum
So do Jesus

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

62 times

I listened 62 times tonight
"1973"
You make me feel comfortable and safe
You make me find myself
Thanks James

The Lost

Thanks my dear Zhann, I really love this.
It brings me back the days when we are still sitting next to each other.
Zhann ♥ so much
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Time really flies
I miss the time when you sitting next to me during Chinese tuition
The time when I be your driver
The time when we had breakfast together
When we rushed together
Always keep in touch

心。灵。魂。

常挥舞的那舞台
灯光已黯淡
唯一亮着的是街后那道后巷
虽然没台前那般耀眼
至少照亮我要走的路
在皓雪纷飞的日子里
给我一丝温暖
其它冻得僵硬的肢体
就让它迷迷糊糊地过去
不在乎了
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在夜晚望着星空的那种遐想
始终是虚幻的
我比谁都更爱繁星谱的夜曲
虫鸣是它最美丽的伴奏
都市里人潮不断
有谁曾真正停下脚步
好好欣赏大自然的画
孤芳自赏已是一种悲哀
是都市换来的代价
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在这无生命气息的荧幕前
身体与网络的结合
把灰色地带给拉走了
虽然能力有限
至少舒服些
不太爱说话
不代表没话
无声的呐喊
或许是另一种沟通
五指尖在那凹凸不平的沟通平台上
谱了许多我的歌
画了许多我的画
更记录了我无数的故事
心。灵。魂。
我已替你找到了个家
没有很温暖
但只要无声的呐喊存在
得到的是比温暖更温暖的温暖

終わり

私はちょうど素晴らしい残りを有し今たいと思う
不注意な今日および間違いのための十分
私が立つできない日があるかもしれない
私が平和のために私の生命を犠牲にしてもいければ
私はそれをする
私は私がちょうど余りにだめになることを考える
それは息子を終える
言わないためにあきらめなさい
しかし私は言うために理解する

明白

腰都酸了,风扇转动的声音依然强烈,快速移动的空气中让他的声音比预期的更快到达耳际,我听得比什么声音都还清晰。即使千百个不愿意,萦绕在耳旁的每字每句,我比谁都还清楚。时针划过了晨曦的冷风,我虽然尝试咀嚼那蕴藏的道理,但那一个部分始终无法消化。或许他会带着失望的眼神离开,但我比谁都更清楚我要的什么。任何事情我都可妥协,唯独这一件是,我,真的无法做到的。他们也许笑说养了个十七年的,换来的却是这般笑话。此时浮现在脑海的是两天前刚考过的一句方块美言,你可能不明白大马人都管它叫作“名句精华”来着的。其实我认为中华文化真正的精华远比这二百三十句的“名句精华”来得更精髓,更深奥博大。这一句是鲁迅《自嘲》里的一句——“横眉冷对千夫指,俯首甘为孺子牛”。略意大概是说一名愿为理想而奋斗的人,是不会理会一般人的无理指责。我并不带着讥讽的意思,只希望你看得到我追梦人的坚持与决心。银行里三十多万的存折,你说是用来渡完余生的支撑。你说以前的你像我一样天真,总认为来日会有所作为,但其实不然,说着只要平静地度日即可。我顿时间愣了,这未必也比我想象中的落差太大了吧?虽然我并非什么圣人,志愿也未必神圣,但至少我知道我需要什么,有个目标的推动力。而你,却一直试图把它给毁灭,让原本伸手可及的萤火虫,变得遥不可及的夜里繁星。我开始觉得眼前模糊的视线更乱了,唯一不变的定律依然是不会改变的。现在才明白别人常说的一句话“有些事情不知道比知道的更好,有些事情逃避比面对的更好”。有些事情,随着时间的流逝,也应明白了。

The Last Stand

I finished the whole three series of X-Men this morning
At first I thought I will get fascinating by the impressive visualisation effect
But soon right after the movie entered an end
What I gained is more than what I have thought
We should respect others
Other than Homo Sapiens
Any other organisms living on this land are known as "the son of earth"
They all have the right to stay back
We should start learning to show deference
Not only to the kind of same species
But to any other beings
As long we all share the same breathe

More Than I Think

Pretty impressive
I know he is talented and gifted
But I never expect it is that much
It even takes me couple of days to understand and to master it
But you, in a short rush of twenty-four hours
Created a miracle
You will soon overtake me
I like your talent
But somehow envy
I will continue to nurture it and turn it into a perfect
I know
You worth me to do so

Monday, December 14, 2009

自己

我解脱了
整整一个月的时间
与书魔搏斗的日子终于结束
现在认真思考着
是医学,还是科技
是离开,还是留下
是本地,还是国外
这种种抉择
总叫人恼人
哪怕有一天脑筋偏移了
走上一条不归路
但现在这种悠闲的日子
其实还蛮喜欢的
没有压抑,没有约束
但希望还是不要过得太久
日子久了
骨子不散
灵也会被拖走
《读者》里一片文章
启发了我
不遗憾就是在还没后悔前把喜爱的给做好
我总觉得这句话在这种漫无游荡的日子里
应好好地实践
给自己一个机会
一个自己的机会

1973

离别的愁绪
James Blunt 感动的音乐
每走完的一段路程
总有许多不为人知的辛酸
每一首歌曲
扣人心旋的背后
有多少不为人知的努力
And we sang, "Here we go again".
简单的一句
带出的却是那流逝的悲哀
曾何几时总希望一切从来
再次走过时
会更加小心
深怕再次失足
让遗憾有机可趁
Simone, wish I had known that
真希望自己更早发现它的始末
想珍惜时
却已太迟了
And though time goes by, I will always be in a club with you in 1973
时间的洗礼
成长了不少
但那依旧的记忆永远存在
景物会改变
花草会凋谢
但那份情谊
却是不灭的神话

This Chapter is Closed


Finally, it's really finally
The day that I'm always looking forward is finally here
Feeling happy?
Not really to be frank
Maybe this is human natural instincts
Always not being satisfied and always ask for more and more
That's why Homo Sapiens are always known for their selfishness and greediness
Though I'm one of them
Maybe this is the reason why I'm so inspired
To write the Chinese essay "Not to Leave any Regret in Your Life" today
My writing hand was actually begging me to stop writing
But you know, when the ideas come, it just couldn't stop
I wrote a seven pages essay today
I hope, the essay will be returned as I really like it and I mean it
Right after the exam I got some of my classmates leaving some writing on my shirt
I know it's going to be priceless as a memorable one
I took some photos as well
It took me some time
Soon I got a rush to Fabian's house to get back the pendrive for returning to Yu Heng
It is a mission given by Jia Chee
You know, one of my friends from Miri
I got a surprise when I was there
Fabian's dad invited me for a feast on tomorrow night at Hock Lee
Filing my heart with blending of both happiness and question marks
I promised him
Soon when I get back home I texted Fabian to turn the question marks into answer
And, I merely forget about it
Fabian's birthday is on this Friday and his dad is celebrating for him
Actually I'm a bit bashful upon the invitation as I know no one from his relatives
But still I'll be willing to go if Fabian really permits
But he seems not to be very convenient
Or probably he himself feeling bashful as well?
So I might just make up my mind not going
But I'm really happy that Fabian's dad will invite me
As I'm the only friend present in the invitations
Sometimes, maybe I'm just to be wise in one's own conceit
Maybe people don't really take me just as how closet as how I think
But he really plays a role in my life
He is my friend now and for the rest of my life
Not only friend
But my best friend
My soul mate
Though this chapter is now officially closed
But the story will be carried on in the following chapter
Fabian, thank you for being my best friend

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Tears

This is the second post I uploaded tonight
What's going on please?
Why am I so getting upset?
Vacation, Study and Relationship
I think all of them have made up a stress heavy enough to make me suffocating
I wanna take a long breathe
I know as time passes
I enjoy myself lesser and lesser
Tears start rolling down my cheeks
They are going to accompany the windy night tonight
The night is so dark
So sad

The First and The Worst

It's actually time to pack up the post-SPM mood and get ready to set go
For me, it does not make sense anymore
The blithe sensation tending not to fill up every single nerve in my body
Glaring into the thin air watching how the God of sorrow playing their greatest role
It should be the time when blood start to rise high after the air plane set off
But now I can imagine
The look of despair reflecting by the windows of sorrow
The sombre ambiance starts to dissolve
Into my body
My room
My world
I have no choice but to accept
I hope I can withdraw from this
I just beg
Beg for some peace
I do not ask for more
Hoping to buy some goodies from "Fair Price" at Hougang Point
Pay a visit to my favourite hawker stall at Hougang Avenue 6
Shop around at Giordano and Bossini at Hougang Mall
I just don't want to leave any further away from Hougang
Because I'm seriously
Losing myself

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

舞双刀

没事儿翻了翻《东方日报》,意外获得了这份收获...
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A(工作成果)= B(工作效率)+ C(付出时间)
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我稍微给它换了个装,变成了
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A(学业成绩)= B(专心程度)+ C(付出时间)
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想了想,觉得还蛮富哲学性质来着的。
一般人通常会在付出的时间上打上满分的佳绩,但常败给了专心程度。
其实,要专心一点也不难嘛,怎么说?
在学习上,我们往往只会在自己有兴趣的科目上有兴趣,从而产生了浓厚的专注力。
所以,只要尝试喜欢上那些枯燥乏味的科目,花些时间了解了解它,培养感情,并爱上它,专注力自然而然提升。
非常概括的一个说法。
或许吧,有些时候字少一些,思考的空间就大一些。
该是给自己的脑袋一个咀嚼的空间了。
就,好好思考吧。
或许,它会改变你的学习作业。
也或许,你会开窍,从此学业突飞猛进?
谁知道?

One More to Go!

Bahasa Melayu
Bahasa Inggeris
Sejarah
Mathematics
Pendidikan Moral
Additional Mathematics
Biology
Science
Physics
Chemistry
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All of the above subjects are officially off!
Leaving the pity Chinese behind
Which is going to be Chinese soon
I start to smell my freedom
And it's gonna be cooked in less than one week
And I'm going to taste it!
Hurray
One more to be reminded
Vacation starts next week
Cheers!

Friday, December 4, 2009

Watched

It's slow but I finally watched
Half a year ago
It was very sad for me to miss the Harry Potter 6 on screen play in the cinema
Six months later I have spaced out my time to watch it
Overall it's nice
But lots of the storyline have been summarised and abandoned
It's quite hard to relate the scenes in the movie if you did not read the book before
Two thumbs up for the virtual effects in the movie
Recommended for all

An Idiosyncratic Inspiration

This is one of my Creaf Studio artworks
I certainly like this for no reason
I like colours
Colours of seven
Colours of rainbow
That is why I always like to blend
The colours of rainbow with artistic
This is my design
My style
Belongs to my sublime Creaf Studio
A great credit for this

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Another Cadence of Musical Note


I know this is slow but I have finally changed my iTape located on the sidebar
I choose to replace the old Chinese songs with English songs
A rich blend of pop, country and acoustic genre made up the playlist
1st 1973 by James Blunt
2nd Nobody's Home by Avril Lavinge
3rd Better Together by Jack Johnson
Hope you like it