Christmas 2008

Yesterday, 24th December 2008 I was celebrating Christmas with all my friends at Yun Hui's place. It was an unforgettable one as we can get gather like this. I felt very sorry for Esther in which I could not get connected to the internet. Really sorry Esther. Haiz. I had lots of fun and I slept at around 3 in the morning. I was chatting all the way with Aelred about some ghost stories. Some are really scary. Today, I went to Yun Hui's church. This is the third time I went to his church. We had some simple ceremony and later everyone of us got one small packet of Christmas present. I did loved it because the present was all about the junk food and I was hungry at that time. We went to uncle Michael house for lunch. OMG, the food was damn nice. What I really did not like is that all the foods are meat ONLY, no vegetable. I felt quite disgusting as I ate lots of meat. After that, my plan to watch movie with Eleen them also fail due to some circumstances. So we could only returned to Yun Hui's house and watch a home made movie. Although it was Merry Christmas, but my mind was in a mess. I could not cheer myself up from inside and I am really feeling very uneasy and helpless.

Review Jan - June

January
This month signify that it was a whole new begin of my another year of school life. This was a sad month since many of friends got separated. Fabian was not longer in my class, Hui Yin also got separated to other class and Fiona, Kiki, Cindy and Pauline were also all spread to other class. However, Esther, Shirley, Eleen, Zhann, Dawson, Leon and Ling Tchii all were same class with me. I also managed to make lots of new friends like Daniel Sim, Gilbert, Glaydis and lots more. This was a sad beginning but end up with a happy one.

February
This month we were gonna celebrate Chinese New Year. This month was fully occupied by the happy ambiance. However, I had to complete the Chinese New Year Celebration's backdrop. It was though a difficult one, but I took dvise from Hui Li not to finish the backdrop in last minute and luckily I managed to finish my backdrop before the New Year. The backdrop was quite nice though but the purple wordings were not so clear during night time. But never mind, at least this backdrop was a proof of my, Cindy, Han Nee and Manfred hardwork.

March
This month, I was going to sit for my first form 4 exam. Not really get used to it but still ok la. I managed to score a quite satisfied result. This month I started to plan on how the magazine design should look like but this job was later taken away by Cheryl and Vivian who were both profession in using Adobe. This month I also started to get familiar with all the teachers especially the cute cute Pn Ting yee Ung.

April
This month was one of my nightmare, seriously. Shu Yi, Agnes and Kai Xian found me, Eleen, Esther and Leon to participate in EAK competition. I had tried to reject at the first time but I failed to do so. I really went into nightmare this time. The worst thing was that Eleen and Esther were missing at the last minute when we need to hand in our work. Seeing this situation, I had to overnight at Leon's place to complete the EAK folio. However, I had finally managed to complete the 250 pages folio in one night. This really drove me crazy and I really got mad at that time. But thanks to Miss Chai and all the seniors for giving me this opportunity because I did learnt lots from this competition and also I had the chance to represent Kuching division to go to Sibu.

May
The first term exam was held this month. Oh my goodness. I really did not know how "soi" am I. I got food poisoning this time and i had to skip this exam. But still ok, the Fun Day was organised successfully, at least I think so. The Fun Day was much better than my expectation. I love 8th Fun Day Camp 2008 very much! As a secretary of this activity, I really appreciated this post and I believed that I had did very well for this job.

June
Everyone knows that AGM usually holds in this month. As for me, I had also waited for this moment to come. However, I could not deny that I was a fool, a real fool this time. I had made a really really big mistake this time. For first, I rejected Pn Wong goodwill for becoming a Head Prefect followed by rejected Pn Ngoi goodwill for asking me to become Chinese Language Club President. I was thinking that I wanna reserved myself for RC. But who knows, I had set a wrong prophecy for myself. I did not get either HSL or AHSL in RC during the AGM of RC. I just left the post giving ceremony that time and trying to pretend nothing happen and clean up all the cups and plates. I really felt very sad and disappointed that time. I really did all the sacrifices I could and reserved everything for RC but I still could not get it. I really learnt my lesson this time - not to put all the eggs in one bucket, this is what the English proverb says. I think I had started to get my broken heart healed.

This is...the end

I could not remember when was the first time I met her.

How she became my friend.

And I did not know how many problems, how many conflicts had we been through.

Now, everything had came to an end.

But I hope that miracle will happen.

I cannot stand through it now.

I am sorry.

This time, I will not be the one to solve cause I know I cannot.

I was collapsed now, really, for this time I really collapsed.

But I really hope that I am the only one to collapse only, I need someone to solve it.

A person who can really help me and all of us.

Everytime I think of it, my tears will always come out from both my eyes.

I am too weak this time.

God, I know you are with me.

God, I know you will bring me to pass through this.

God, I believe in you.

Back and End

Today I was just back from KHRC camp. Herm...the camp was nice and had been more success than what what I had expected. The whole camp was good. I had came to a surprise to know that actually there was a big problem in between all of us. I followed Pauline's car home after camp. She told me so much things. I never knew all these before. I was shocked to know at the first time, but I was just feeling disappointed after that. During the preparation for Team Match, I had forgotten that actually the grouping for all the teams was full with problems. But I guessed that is cause by the communication in between me and her. I had tried to arrange the grouping the night before expecting that I can get it but I failed to do so. Then she said she will help me and asked me to sleep earlier. Ok, that's fine. Who knows the next day she did not arrange for me. Nevermind, I did the last minute work and got a few groups repeated during the camp. I just canno believe that she even blamed me during the evaluation. I thought all of these were my fault but until Pauline told me everything I only awaked from my "blur blur" state. Throughout the camp, she did all the work which was exposed to the public. Behind this, all the preparations were in a big mess. She promised in front of ex-leaders and all the committees members that she will prepare everything for us, but she broke her promise. Now, I know that everyone was mad on her. And I hope everyone, unit and the whole team will be fined.

This is bad

This is definitely a bad sign to me. Just now after I washed my face, I was trying to get this lappie to start, but I suddenly felt very difficult and hard to breath. Just now when I was at Han Nee place, it happened also. But that time I was still be able to overcome it. But, justow I totally felt that my breathing path got cut off. Luckily it lasted for few seconds only, or else I really cannot imagine what will happen next. God bless me, please bless me and let me be fined throughout the camp. I do not want anything bad to happen on me.

(PRODUCT) RED

Haha...Today suddenly felt very interested to PRODUCT RED stuff, so i had a browse through the www and I found that windows, dell and apple are doing PRODUCT RED. PRODUCT RED is a programme in which helping all the AIDS victims in Africa. If you bought a product which the label PRODUCT RED, part of your purchase will be donated to this programme. I just hope that if I can do something for the African victims. However, PRODUCT RED stuff is usually more expensive than ordinary stuff. Next time if I earned enough money, definitely I will buy one, either a PRODUCT RED XPS notebook from Dell or a PRODUCT RED nano chromatic from Apple, all will do. Haha. But for the timing, I just can download all sets of PRODUCT RED wallpaper, gadgets and other related free stuff and to use it to show my conscience towards this programme. Here, I uploaded some wallpapers. Download and use it to show your heartiest support towards this programme!

Please...

Today I felt my situation getting worse. I cannot even manage to wake up as usual. After woke up, Eleen, Daniel and Pauline start to continue their work. At that time, I really cannot stand. I almost fainted when I was taking my porridge in the dining room. After taking Vitamins and a cup of warm water, I was getting better. At least I think so. My poor body is weaker now. Please, god bless me. This is my living style, please be fine...be fine...

Grateful and Thankful

...I do not what to say, it is really terrible. Today, I had to rush here and there, just to supervise on how is the AG going on. Who ask me to be the head advisor of AG. That does not matter, later I still need to help Pauline in her name tags. When reached home, many people wanted me to online to complete camp's stuff. And my dad, was on the top of hot mountain that time, exploding all his wonderful volcano on me! He locked up the internet access, making me unable to online. That was not the worst. I gave Eleen a phone call and yet he said he wanted to cut off my mobile line. What the heck?! Feeling very very depressing, my hiding ailment seems tried to visit me again. To my goodness, please...The devil of ailments please forgive me. If you visit me, I do not think I will be able to go to the camp. The last time it visited me was when I was in Form 2. The difficulties of breathing reminded me not to pressure myself so much, if not an ICU must be ready for me. But, what to do? Camp is still need to be carried on. I just hope that my body will be able to afford myself and do not tell any joke to me. My dearest lungs, take care...And of course, I would like to thanks the camp and the packed activities, for bringing the hidden ailments in my body to come alive again...GRATEFUL & THANKFUL...

A visit to Native Hometown

Pretty cool, guess what? I had a visit to Apunei hometown today and haha. The trip brought me lots of laughter. Pretty cool man, Apunei hometown is definitely different as it sells lots of Sarawak's native handicraft. Plan to buy some, but I came to buy two t-shirts. Though those two are not branded one but the quality is just nice. Later, meet NinG, BigBird, Ah Bian and ele3ngal at KFC lorh. Stupid thing is I nid to go bac to skul to c my junior again. Just wish them goodluck !

1234

This is a very cool song for me. An Indie gene song. A very light, smooth and nice melody which make this song a very simple yet cool song. I do not know how to explain. Download it here and enjoy!

Feist

1234

Lyrics Songwriters: Seltman, Sally; Feist, Leslie;

One, two, three, four

Tell me that you love me more

Sleepless long nights

That is what my youth was for

Old teenage hopes are alive at your door

Left you with nothing but they want some more

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, You know who you are

Sweetheart bitterheart now I can't tell you apart

Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes

Too scared to own up to one little lie

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, you know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten

Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten

Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, you know who you are

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, you know who you are

Oh, who you areFor the teenage boys

They're breaking your heart

For the teenage boys

They're breaking your heart

An Electronic Eye of Love

This is the webcam I bought. I had it clipped on my dekstop.
Today I had made what I was planning came true! Oh yes! I asked my friend to buy 2 webcams for me as I was planning to give one of them to him. Guess what?? Haha, I had given it to him very successfully. Again, oh yeah! I got this webcam from David Yong booth at the PC fair. Haha, though it is not the best webcam ever, but at least it will bring miracle to the long distance relationship which the other webcam cannot. Sincerely hope that miracle will be brought by this ordinary webcam and made it an exceptional one.

Twilight

Today, I had a movie with my friends at the Star cineplax. Shirley suggested that we should watch twilight as it is originated from a quite famous and well-selling novel. However, it's movie is not as desirable as the novel. At first, I refused to watch this movie as some of my friends told me that it is a boring one. But, what to do? We had bought the movie tickets already. I only got the movie ticket at half price, as I share my priviledge boucher with Fabian, though I might share it with Eleen if she is here. The same went to Shirley and Kelly. So, after I bought a Super Combo, we all went into the hall 2. Just as expected, the movie is a boring one. But out of my expectation, Fabian fall asleep half way when the movie was going on! Haha, I suppose that he would not fall sleep if someone is here. That does not matter. To me, I did not really get what is the real storyline, as the subtitle is some sort of missing and appear, appear and missing when the movie was going on. After the movie, Apunei, M-man, Kelly and Daniel all went to Manfred house. Me, Fabian and David walked together but to three different destinations. David walked back to school, Fabian walked to Parkson and me to PC fair. Before me and Fabian spread into two directions, I told him "buy something meaningful!". I think he knew what to do. However, my advise to him is to do a handmake one, which cannot be bought and priceless. Later, I saw Hui Yi at PC fair. I bought a 8GB pendrive, a keyboard and 2 webcams. I thought I can buy some more if I had enough money!!! sob...Love IT stuffs so much. After that, I went home and took shower. I had my dinner at Sushi King @ the Spring. I did not eat much as my appetite not so well tonight. I saw Jason when I was in Ta Kiong. A perfect day with a bit emptiness because Esther is missing!!! Esther, do come back earlier...

Wild, real wild

Would you feel good when your dad came home and just shouted at you without any reason? Just because that he got fined when he parked his car at the illegal lot this afternoon. Aiti, I really very dissapointed on him lorh. How could he did like that. Haiz, I got nothing much to say, just hope he can change his bad temper in the future. I believe he can achieve better if he change his temper a bit better and with his profession in accounting I believe he can give us better living than what we have now.

He had Finally Back

Today he had backed from Miri, I suppose he was damn exhausted. However, the meeting still need to be carried on. Feeling pity on him, but luckily the meeting ended earlier that what I expected. Later I asked him whether he can come to my house to do the programme stuff with Eleen and he say ok. I suppose that I had helped Esther to make her wish come true. But who knows he still cannot overcome his tiredness and take a short nap. But later he requested Esther's number from me. Haha, I suppose he is going further. Due to the difference in time zone, he cannot do anything to her early in the morning. However, god will bless both of them and I wish to hear good news from you two soon.

Love,
Jack

What?!

Beloved RC room Rear view of staffroomInside the staffroom Today, I went to school to see how's the school situation. When I first stepped into the school, I was totally shocked and feeling wanna cry. I was asking to myself, "Why would this ever happened on my school?!" I cannot believe what I see that the RC room had turned into ashes. Totally into ashes!!! Not even a single piece of paper was rescued from the fire. The teachers' staffroom, most of the books and equipments were completely burnt. I do not know how the teachers gonna teach next year without all those essential sources which they started to collect since the first day they teached. I had walked around and take three snap shots of the scene. The photos were showned up there. I just hope that everything is going to be fine soon. God Bless.

Kuching High...sweat...

Kuching High was on fire today! (2/12/08)

Thick black smoke can be seen from the far...cool??...speechless... Fireman, do your best to rescue all the books in the library, especially those chinese books which I helped Pn. Ngoi to record before the holiday!What a big fire...

The "good job" done by the "kind" fire

Haizz...What a pity news today. Our school had been burnt down!!! The saddest news was that our RC room had been severely burnt down, what the... I felt very sad because inside the room we had all the important documents and all the prizes we got before. All our grand achievements before this had all gone in the cruel fire. At first, I was quite shocked to hear the news but later I feel a bit fortunate. Because junior science lab had been declared as an unsafe building and yet the Education Department and Teo Chew Association are not interested in rebulding this bulding. So, now, they have no choice but to rebuild since the building had been completely burnt down. Do not know what to say now, happy or sad... Just let it be...

A day of Programme

Today, both Eleen and Daniel came to my house to do the KHSRC camp 2008 programmes. Fortunately they came, I had something to do this afternoon and evening. I did not waste my precious time doing something meaningless. Feeling happily, we had planned out to cheat Esther that both Eleen and Daniel and are not at my house. But finally we came to bring out the truth by telling Esther that actually all of them are here. It was a fun yet funny "kacau" to Esther. Later, we had some gossiping with Esther. Time just fly like that, the aroma of my mum's cooking reminded us of our empty stomach. After saying bye to Esther, we had our dinner at KFC. But our plan did not come true as KFC is full house already. So, we turned to Sugar Bun and had our dinner there. We thought the dinner should be a very lousy one but I think the meal served at Sugar Bun was not bad. Then, we went to Sweet Memory and asked the owner whether Sweet Memory can sponsor us for our camp. The lucky star did not shine at us, the owner rejected us. Haiz, what to do. The global is currently suffering from the economy crisis, every company is getting less profit nowadays. Who will willing to sponsor us? Never mind, that is none of my business. At least I did something for the camp, or else sure got somebody back stepping me behind. I think I should stop now, I have not finish my hot shot yet. So, gonna continue with my soap opera. All the best to myself!