Gayu Guru Gerai Nyamai

June in less than 2 hours

Selamat Ari Gawai to fellow Sarawakians!

Although we Chinese don't celebrate

But we feel the atmosphere

I miss drinking tuak

Two weeks to Kuching

I am getting more and more nostalgic

Miscellaneous

Mum rang up because I wasn't on Skype

Talked about happening back in Kuching

Toa Payoh auntie and my uncle and his family from Xia Men China come to our house

So currently my house has 8 guests

That's a lot man

Mum saying that my cousins are sleeping in my room

I hope they don't mess up my book shelf

Especially my beautiful collection of Lord of the Ring!

But I guess they don't really read English

I hope my books are safe by then

(I have a habit of not liking people to mess around with my books)

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Dad kind of feeling sorry for not celebrating birthday together with me

I am practically alright and I did enjoy my birthday here so don't worry

Dad says he is going to bring me for a meal for belated celebration once I am back

I am craving for Hilton buffet

Probably I will get it =)

And he insisted to gift me the red Dell as birthday present

(it's red again)

I can't help it

Steve Jobs should bear the fault for not releasing Lion OS X early

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Just asked uncle to wire me some quick cash

It is quite troublesome when I actually don't have a Maybank account here

It is really difficult for me to do transaction

And play around with money =(

Uncle says inflation rate soars high

Asking me to compensate some of auntie's grocery expenditure

Perfectly fine with it and is currently reflecting the matter to daddy

I wish he gives me more pocket money

I am saving for ... a *secret*

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Jack looks like a pineapple with hair band on

Jack is thinking that he might need a hair cut

Jack miss his hairstylist Jimmy so much

Jack is also wondering how's his bitch and Peugeot in Kuching

Jack really miss you

我只在乎你

苏打绿翻唱后

更凝聚

更感动

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如果没有遇见你，

我将会是在哪里？

日子过得怎么样，

人生是否要珍惜？

也许认识某一人，

过着平凡的日子。

不知道会不会，

也有爱情甜如蜜？

任时光匆匆流去，

我只在乎你。

心甘情愿感染你的气息。

人生几何能够得到知己？

失去生命的力量也不可惜。

所以我求求你，

别让我离开你。

除了你，我不能感到，

一丝丝情意。

如果有那么一天，

你说即将要离去。

我会迷失我自己，

走入无边人海里。

不要什么诺言，

只要天天在一起。

我不能只依靠，

片片回忆活下去。

任时光匆匆流去，

我只在乎你。

心甘情愿感染你的气息。

人生几何能够得到知己？

失去生命的力量也不可惜。

所以我求求你，

别让我离开你。

除了你，我不能感到，

一丝丝情意。

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Saturday

Great day

Woke up at 10am but snooze until 11am

Having awesome brunch prepared by aunt

It was curry!

I miss my grannie's cook!

Finished brunch and took a ride to AMK mrt

Crowded =.=

Met JJ and took train to

Brighthill Evergreen Home

(an old folk's home)

Met most of the aunties and uncles from last week

Really enjoyed doing volunteering work

Thanks Ye Chao for the last minute call

At least I find my Saturday's afternoon fulfilled

Met Miss Cheam and she was nice as usual

I feel like being with a big family

My name is Tan Yee =.=

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Went down to Orchard which I wanted to last week

Went to Tang's and claimed my birthday treats

And did some shopping

Bought a Converse and Vans

I am very happy

Seriously

=)

I promise I will splurge less

T.T

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Talked a lot

Although Ye Chao says

"船到桥头自然直”

But there are a lot of uncertainties lying ahead

Which we find our path directionless

Sometimes I just wanna be independent from my parents

But I find it hard especially without their financial support

But I believe in perseverance

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p/s: This week was a great week, thank you all for making it.

K

Kuching, Kajang, Kembangan

and sometimes Kuantan

Places start from K are important to me

Good Music

It is a good music

When you can't hear the melody

When you can't read the lyrics

But when you the melody hears you

The lyrics read about you

Darkness . Hope

In darkness there is hope

黑暗的尽头是黎明

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p/s: I miss my girlfriend and boyfriend

Time

It is a matter of time

To run after

To grab

and

To cherish

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Smiley

Smile

The easiest way to explain why I am sad

Just because my eyes don't tear

Doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry

Men are like mascara

They usually run at the first sign of emotion

Life's not about people who act true to your face

It's about people who remain true behind your back

Asylum Seekers

An unforgettable thunderstorm last night. We had a severe shipwreck and is still now hovering in the lifeboat in the middle of sea, in the midst of nowhere. It was closed, no one ever expected last night tragedy and thought of survived it. Never came into such scenario, a cold shivering moment worse than any nightmare we ever had. Forcing the adrenaline to pump sufficiently for us to continue paddling, keeping fingers crossed, we need God's salvation.

24 hours. Still, no ray of hope.

48 hours later, cannibalistic humanity reveals in action. Three of them, they need to survive, food is the basic demand to keep the breath continue. Left with food barely enough for three, it is time for a fair match between contradiction, conscience and survival. Did I mention the three are indirect brotherhood-chain, they are friends more than just friends.

One is starving now, one is holding last bite of food, one with the last pack for him to survive tomorrow breakfast. Everybody tends to stop talking. The night is cold, thick mist reduces visibility, can hardly see each other even on the meters length lifeboat. Ambiance is tensed, as time tickles, everyone is speculating over each other, doubting who are willing to share the food, even the amount is only sufficient to neutralise the acidic gastric juice acting on the stomach wall, but not filling it full. The one running out of food whispering in thin air, air particles merely vibrate as the chillness has frozen our lips, making it hard to make a sound, even a whisper. The one with most food heard it, but he has a line in his mind "the easiest way to lose a friend when doing sacrificing". He crouches at one corner, cuddles himself like a swirling snake, pretending to be cold and heard nothing. The one with last piece of food walking from the other end, with much care, afraid of the sudden strong wave that may hit the boat anytime, no one wants to drop into the sea and get drown. Finally he saw the starving friend. He kneels down and gives him a deep hug, only by this they will get a little bit more warmth. It is beyond the point of famine, feeling the gastric juice trying to corrode the stomach and making it way down to the digestive track, causing an inflame sensation towards the connecting nerves. No, you can never feel, the well-fed can never understand how the starving suffer. The bone chilling mist and sea breeze is making it worse. It is even harder to make a mumble now. Come close to the right ear, the merely die guy trying to make a sound into the dense mist "hungry". Despite the starvation, his friend took out the last piece of bacon, tears it into two, a bigger piece for him, a smaller for himself. His friend has this line in mind "At extreme, there is one thing more important than just keeping yourself alive, it's the faith you have in your friend".

After the last bite, they both are replenished with some energy for them to keep their vision wide and mind clear. No one has a clock to see how long time had passed, they forgot when they started to fall asleep.

Even if they never wake up anymore, at least they see the true value of what a friend should equipped with. If they are rescued, invincible link is further strengthen along the brotherhood-chain. No one knows what happened to the other one. Even if he survived with his own fair amount of food, he gained few more days to see the breaking dawn, but he has forgotten that he lost the most valuable, priceless treasure on earth - Faith.

And now, the three asylum seekers seek their refuge from God's salvation. Doing self-proclaimed as the best three on earth, but no one ever wants to mention about the story again.

New Move

I doubt my limit and ability

Yet to see how it happened for the last sem

I never want it

Never make a wish for it too

I only want to maintain a fairly good show

But I didn't expect that much

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One letter, two letters, three letters

All by the Senior Director

There are certain standard which I need to keep up with now

I wish I could still do learning like how I used to for last year

Laid back and be more relax

Stress will only make it worse

Adopt myself for a whole new environment

But I still miss those time

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Edmund Lau Chen Min

I need your superb IQ to motivate me

The record holder of many subjects

Remember I still cannot beat your legendary 98% sejarah high score

But at least you stimulate my nerve in real

No one does the job now

I feel inferior for the time being

You Shall Disappear

First issue

"You overshot your application for annual leave"

Fuck you

If you are not happy with the extra leave she applied for,

Shut the fuck up and count them unpaid leave

We won't starve losing that amount of money

The leave was applied not because we were on vacation

Because she was admitted to hospital due to lungs infection

You didn't even pay a visit

This is how a nephew / foster son should behave

Learn to wank before you want to talk cock

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Second issue

"We hope you can retire and we will compensate one year salary"

Pretty good deal huh?

Mother fucker

You think you can use stack of money to drown me

You steal away the maternal grandpa business

But I tell you my what my paternal grandpa has left me

Is triple the value of your RM3 million company

And Choon Eng cooperation is a listing company

With each share starting from RM3+

We have 600 thousands of shareholding

If we don't buy Lamborghini

600 000 x RM3 is pretty enough for us to spend

You think who will bother your Choon Hua corporation?

We also have dividend from other companies

You really think you can starve me?

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Third issue

"You are not in par with the growth of company"

Suck my dick

You are not even given birth yet

When mum was one of the founders

Funny Moment

There are always these moments on skype

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"Have you taken your dinner?"

"Err, took at 6 just now..."

"What? Don't you feel hungry now?!"

*Please la, I am really not hungry - 9pm now*

"Go down to the coffee shop there and have some food..."

"Oh, ok"

... ...

"Can you turn on your video?"

"Ha?! ok"

*Purposely mute my mic making it sounds like dc,

then quickly turn back to make the clothes rack behind me looks neat!*

*Turn on video*

"Oh hai mum, nice to see you!"

"Hey Yee, your room looks very neat!"

*smile*

"Haha, I know"

*Great relief!*

... ...

"When you coming back again?"

"I told dad to book my ticket already"

"I know, I forgot, give me the date again"

"Err, 15th from KL"

"Until?"

"End of June"

"Huh?! So short?"

"Yea, term break only"

"I thought you went Singapore long time ago"

"I came back here for about one month since last holiday"

"I feel like one semester!"

"Haha, no la"

*Time is tickling fast, but not that fast la mummy!*

*I know you miss me very much!*

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"Ok bye, mummy loves you"

"Harh, ok"

*Was looking at tweetdeck and wasn't paying attention*

"I said bye, mummy loves you"

"Oh oh ok"

"Say GOODBYE AND LOVE ME to me"

"Oops sorry, bye mum, I love you too"

*=.=!*

*Since when my mum starts concerning whether I said I love her or not*

*And since when she became so open*

"See you till then"

"Nights. Love you mum"

Yet To Be Disclosed

I observed and made an assumption

Guessing what is happening

I follow your blog feeds and I feel something

It might be correct or wrong

Yet to be confirmed

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Mum was asking me where is the scanner at home

I can't really recall

There are legal notice which she wants me to glance through and comment

I am not lawyer

Lolz

She said she is going to quit the game by end of this month

I am neutral about it

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Today I got to see what a good lecturer means

Thank you so much

Great Love

Miss Cheam

Thank you

My first time receiving a birthday sms from college lecturer!

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Thanks Esther

Message from New Zealand!

Love you too

=)

Thank You

308 birthday wishes

I replied one by one

Thank you very much

<3

Red. Red. Red.

My iPhone is now red

=)

The Red Day

I received 50 greetings at Facebook as at 12.48am

I reply every each of them

Literally I receive more than one greeting every minute

And is still counting

I got 7 sms

4 from Malaysia and 3 from Singapore

2 tweets from my fellow tweet peeps

This is only the first hour of the day

And I have received so much blessings

Really love me ya you all

I love you as much as you all do

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My awesome cake with the awesome candle

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The cards

So much of love

<3

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A Nike, A Jezz, A Converse

My presents are all red!

A coincidence?

My lucky colour now

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I went to shisha with class at Haji Lane!

My first time in Singapore!

Awesome

I really like the connection Shirley has down there!

Ahmad, don't sad

Let's shisha once more when you turned legal!

Rachel you rocks!

Jeremy and Andrew the professional shisha-er

Angel still the laid back piggie style

JJ and YYC a good try!

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JJ, If I didn't guess wrongly

I think you actually prepared my birthday present

One month prior to the actual date

You really made me very touched!

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Today I received my red case for my iPhone too

It is a red day

A lucky one

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Not everyone can read my address to my fellow classmates

As it is a closed group

I want to share with the world how awesome

My life is in Singapore

and how great my friends are

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A Note for the clas DP1006

Thanks Mr Zander Nyp for making your way down to South Canteen to celebrate mai birthday!!

Thanks Andrew Chee and Jeremy Ho, I know you two must be two core planners behind today awesome event. Bravo Braders!

Thanks Angel Ang for bringing so much laughters today, I wish you will lose some weight preparing my cake. If it is true, I wish everyday is my birthday.

Thanks J.j. Hayashi now I know why you asked me England or Germany on 1st April. I have this text fresh in my memory because I replied your text when I was driving and I almost bang the car in front. I hope I made a right guess.

Thanks ZhongLin Ooi for your great wishes! I received both your text and facebook greetings. I really appreciate both the presie and card. XD

Thanks @Shirley Kew for the shisha! I never know you are such a kick at Haji Lane and it was like u own the street! Let's hang out again!

Thanks @Ahmad Alif and @Rachel Ho for joining us tonight! It is quite rare to get you two hang out with the class but today you two did! It was a scarce moment when we get to cheers at night and I hope we all can go outing as a whole more often!

Thanks @Khairi Azmie and @Weishin Kho for making your time to join us for dinner at PastaMania! XD

Thanks @Ng Cheong Hong, @Yun Chiong, @Phoebe Ho and @Yeoh Yong Chen for the birthday cards, presents and cake! I really appreciate all your preparations and making this evening a memorable one.

Last but not least, thanks @Joel Javian Khoo, @Benjamin Justin Lau, @Hui Xin Zhang and @Shihai Mao for singing the birthday songs and cheers together =)

I had a great birthday celebration last year, today is a greater one.

Thanks all.

I love DP1006.

Tan Yee

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p/s: Every year, my birthday always makes the class bonding stronger. This year, we have Alif and Rachel joining the line. =)

Get It Over. Please.

I recall the incident

And I tear again

Can I use a wand to wash it away from my memory?

Unseen

I never exert it on myself

The surrounding does

I did it last semester for unknowing reason

People now start to recognise and expect a better one

It is a peer pressure

Every move I made is being watched

The biggest one is from my parents

When they actually don't care

They make an adverse impact on me

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I am tipped as one them before the war starts

I keep it to my confinement

I no longer see the point when you find no mate along the journey

I am the unarmed and defenseless soldier that could die anytime soon

Not the general who pretends like a smart aleck

I had enough

Standing amid the forest of spear and rain of bullets

I am seeking the ray of fun

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From today onwards

I only do what I favour

I Believe

There are always true friends

Who never stop standing by side even at the bad times

May it be a short or simple sentence

But the sincerity counts

Thank

Fabian for sending me a sms all the way from KL

Andrew for PM me few moment after I updated my blog

Esther for calling me through skype

I am grateful that God let us met

It is a thing that money could not buy

A relationship beyond friendship

Just lacking the factor that we don't share the blood-chain

But we share our fated heart

I do appreciate and allow me to love you all too

We Will Move On

No matter how tough it is going to be

We will still move

I will still play the role to give advise

Believing we will do it well in the future

We lost a company

Doesn't mean we lost the world

With parents as my backup

I will set up one in the future

I will create my own legend

And you coward

Continue your journey

It doesn't carry your fame

But grandpa's one

Untrue

I keep it silent all the while doesn't mean I don't care. I am waiting for angel to save you out of the hell, longing when will your conscience be awaken. But it seems to turn out hopeless. I have never thought that this day will actually hit me. I always think that no matter how merciless and cold-hearted a cub could be, it will never kill his own parents. My assumption was a total failure and it actually happens, on myself. I have seen the way how you slaughter your brother and sister, uncle and aunt, one by one. I tremble every time I flash back those scenes in my brain, the cruelest creature I have ever seen. Even grandpa's youngest brother who is still around dare not interfere, he leaves it to God I believe. You act like you are perfectly fine in front of skype, of me. But I had stayed as an embryo inside your womb the day I was gifted a soul. I read your expression and I hear your heart. They don't lie. This may be the toughest time we face in life, but I believe the existence of justice. God is the jury, He will judge. How much I hope I could be in Kuching now, I may not be a lawyer nor advocator, but I am civilised. Laws are written in words, and I am literate. I have common sense and don't judge me using your non-erected penis size brain. I believe those who are on our side will read the agreement word by word, we make sure there is no gap in between wide enough to allow you setting up traps in between. You have one brain two eyes, we have countless.

Greed is for loser, piety for winner.

安静

我努力地控制着情绪

不要做出抽搐的声音

但还是哭了出来

但我很快就按耐着了自己的情绪

也不过离开了一个月

却发生了这么多事

我看着你做出一件又一件现实冷血的事情

却有心无力

外公留下来的家产

是属于大家的

当你把所有人都逼走时

你独吞了整块蛋糕

你不怕哽死

我都为你感到羞耻

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钱是没有生命的

但血缘是感情的泉源

那几十万，几百万的钞票

再多也无法填满你贪心的无底洞

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“本是同根生，

相煎何太急”

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我们童年的那一段回忆

或许只剩下那破碎的残片

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电话放下后

我始终没有那么坚强

可以很简单

一段经得起距离的拉据

时间残酷的考验

不管他人如何看待

只要相信

我们都可以爱

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他/她需要具备先天的条件？

外表只是暂时的掩饰

因为它不会是永久的

心即使死了

活着的灵魂

才是永恒的爱

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只需要每天面带微笑

迁就着对方

每一个呼吸

心跳都是热的

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你可以不是全世界最美的

但可以是我的世界里最独特的

你可以很蠢

但我可以爱得更傻

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爱情世界里

没有绝对的对与错

只有付出和收获

付出的青春

换来日后的津津乐道

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看着你毕上双眼的模样

纵使鼻鼾响亮

确是宁静夜晚里

最美丽的音符

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在我望着一望无际的大海时

我希望我们看着的是同一片云

欣赏着属于我们的彩虹

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你听到我在呼唤你的名字吗？

我爱你

Kuching

Round of mess

I wanna go home

for God sake

The Pain

It's my fault to write the 5.00pm post

Stress has lost my rationale

Thanks to her for the text

I will clarify the cloudy doubt

And I was not intended to hurt

You made the right move

I believe I do too

Happy Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's Day

to my fellow high school teachers!

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If time could rewind, why not

You.

A lesson for us to learn.

Address only for Andrew, Angel and Jeremy.

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A Little Update

May is a month for me to reward myself

I did good for the last semester

I received another letter from the director

As a compliment

On top of that to encourage me to keep up with my hard-work

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My order from Seoul, Korea

Two shirts

Left one resemble ESPRIT flora checked one for SGD7.90

ESPIRIT selling it at SGD89.90

Right one resemble the Uniqlo I saw the other day for SGD16.90

Uniqlo selling it at SGD39.90

Pretty good deal I got!

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New Uniqlo at Causeway Point on 13th May

I went there and "sapu" some mickey mouse t-shirts

Opening special price at SGD9.90 (usual SGD19.90)

I know some of you are jealous

But please don't ok

It's just my luck to grab cheap deals

Like always

*wink*

I got one Big Bang too =)

Not because I like it

But because bitch loves it

So I rather wear it sometimes to make her happy

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I went to IKEA just now

I spent around 3 hours to figure out

How am I gonna fill up the narrow corner in my room with racks

That can hold up my big collection of clothing

So yeah

Here it is

Before I go to IKEA

All the hangings are cramped on the short rack

A chair is put beside it because it is going to fall anytime soon

The rack has lost it's stability due to the poor plastic buildup

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After I went to IKEA

I got wo racks at cheap price!

Cheaper than the old one shown above

Some more I got a multiple storage compartment

The black and white multiple storage compartment is really artistic

Arising a feel of ZEN!

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IKEA really inspires me a lot

Quote of the day

"IKEA inspires everyone to be your own interior designer"

*Off to work, bye.

Disappeared!

I updated two posts last night

But they all disappeared!

Concentration

Sometimes I reckon

Concentrate on one is better than two or more

Focus attention on the one you favour

And shine it

But not allowing the emittance to dissipate

I went there is solely for fun

Spare me really

I answered frankly

But that was me few years back

Not representing the one today

I emphasis again

I long for fun only

Stress-free is what I concern

And my reason for this evening

The Impact Day

The first grand event I ever involved in NYP

In Theatre For The Arts

I have never thought of a college theatre will be equipped with

such highly professional sound system

I like the whole event soooo much

Countless efforts my fellow friends had committed

To make today's event a great success

Performance was truly awesome

and real awesome!

Japan Matrix Show

Magic Tricks

Diabolo

Fusion Dance

I can never forget them!

I also appreciate those helpers

Who willing to skip lessons just to stay with us

Although some people might mock on you

"Sai Kang warrior"

But I put high respect to every single friend who involved

No matter stage crew, usher, prize presenter and so on

All are equally important

Boss likes it

Boss's boss likes it

and

Boss's boss's boss also likes it

I seriously think that the upcoming year 1s are gonna be stressed next year!

no joke

haha

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My lecturer cum DPE Impact advisor is really a cute one

I am very happy and contented today

*End of story

The Pretty Aucklander

Our prettiest and sweetest girl

64 likes at Facebook

As at 21.24 on 10 May

Should I

Should I go or not to

I have serious phobia

L.O.L.

Our boss has an unique and exceptional taste

Understanding

At first I was perfectly okay. But when I recall the nightmare I had in KL, I think I prefer to play safe now. We used to travel to KL after SPM in a group of 7, a group of besties, bros and sis, but right after we came back from KL, the whole story changed.

It reminds me of how shitty a trip can go about when there is a lot of people involving. There must be different ideas from different people in concern to the agenda of the trip. It might looks perfectly well planned before the trip but you could never tell what is going to happen next. As judging from the current situation, I believe the probability that conflicts might arise in the midst of this trip is quite unavoidable. Is not that I have no faith with you guys, it is just that I have been through such a painful memory which the scar appears to be a shame for my entire life. When people ask about it, I cannot explain how two best friends can ended up like that.

My decision to not join this trip is because I do not want to lost the bond that we had built up since the first day I joined NYP. Especially to Andrew and his mate, as well as Jeremy.

But there might be some happenings that could change my mind later. As I said "You could never tell what is going to happen next."

Since 7 Years Old

It is not easy to build this bridge

Throughout the years

We keep on maintaining to ensure it continues to serve

To leave a good impression

For those who passed by this bridge

Years later

We meet again

But we still doing the best

To connect people who walk into our bridge

And whenever they need

Though it is not possible to link two lands

Both situated at the one end of sea

I hope we can still continue to render ourselves

To carve the best story ever in each of the passerby's heart

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Despite the distance

Despite your silence

I read your heart

Why On Earth

Assignments and assignments

tonnes of them

But the lecturer did not explain a shit about the report

I got no choice but to refer to seniors' one

Still yet I do not understand what should I do

My comrade is now outside

I have no idea how to proceed

Gosh, spare me

Design-s

Say hi to the DPE booklet

The content is yet to be confirmed before I post it up here

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Just sent a quotation to a printing company

Hope that we can grab the best deal for our class tee

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Goodnight people!

Great Minds Think Alike

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There is a main reason behind why am I writing this tonight. A long story that I could hardly cut short and summarise it, but I believe I digested the essence. No, I should say I am digesting, the essence is so superb that I cannot digest all at once.

Black and white. The most significant way to distinct among dark and bright, bad and good since the day we know how to tell right and wrong. Superficially, we appoint people who cannot afford to perform what we usually known as civil act and doing stuff in an opposing way against the law are always known as the black ones or the evil. Those who stand at the bright side are known to be the symbol of justice, an icon for peace. It is true only, as I said superficially.

I have learnt that those who are at the top are mostly hypocrites. They just do what they think will benefit him for to ensure his fame and probably to higher the chance to get promotion. Outsiders see him brilliant, but I see him like a Super Mario who only knows how to jump, hit the brick and eat the mushroom. Life, we should not live it in such a pathetic way.

Of course there is a lot of stories behind how she inspired me. For what her role now is not only to make sure the students pass her module. She risked her job at times just to represent the students making sure that fairness never vanish into thin air. Extra sacrificing does not really matter a lot, but the outcome does. I see the figure of my high school CCAs uniform body teacher advisor behind her. She built the uniform body up, laid the firm foundation for us. The fact that we were awarded the title "The Best Youth Unit" for consecutive 11 years in Sarawak is a strong proof that no one in school can deny. Today, I continue to see the spirit lives on even I am no longer staying in the same school and same club.

For who she is, that makes who I am today. It is not what we get in return matters. The real thing is we need to work together and to stay as a whole. Nothing is halter from being success if team work and cooperation come in pair. I am willing to render my commitment to what she needs for the benefit of all. Think twice and have a prudent vision. We need daring people to guide along so we can make our victory not a dream.

I appreciate and I will do my best

"Together, we shine"

Bla

Tangs sent me a text

To remind me that I have 20% discount if I shop

I have no better excuse to not shopping now

All About You

I wish you are here

With me studying the same course

In the same class

Virtual Distance。虚拟的距离

I watching you walked away silently

我看着你静静的离开

Standing at one corner

站在角落的我

I see how the world evolves and how people tend to be more mature

我看着世界在进化，看着更成熟的你

Time passed and that was yesterday

时间流逝了，已成了历史

Missing the time before

怀念着从前

I give you my best blessings

我给予你最真诚的祝福

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=)

*smile*

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I miss you sooo much

We didn't skype for few days edy

May God Bless You

I have a friend

Whom I don't really know him well

He left Kuching High School when we were Form 3

He is now a New Zealander

Living in Christchurch

Because of twitter

We started to get in touch

We are like cyber brothers now

We chat over twitter

He got into some nasty troubles recently

He broke up

Depressed

He drive to drink

Ended up drink driving

Got caught

His license got suspended

Gotta send to court

Fined for 1k NZD

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"Life's fucked when we don't wanna it to be. Do we even have a choice?"

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Dude, I hope you're alright

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I am meeting Kiki probably by this week

Can't wait to see her after Chinese New Year

Her iconic style is what I am amazed of

Just wanna give her a deep cuddle

A warm greeting amongst us which I find it nowhere

Someone Like You

"Someone Like You"

by Adele

A song that makes me cry

Jimmy always has the great taste of music

As how he used to

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I miss Blackcat

I miss his voice

I miss Black Camry

I miss Hui Sing

I miss Cherry

Foreseeing

Trust me

Next week is gonna be a bustling week!

Need to see "Communication Skill" coordinator for the entire week

To get trained for the on stage courtesy

Still working hard on the emcee script

For the student speaker part

I cannot really do much now due to limited info I have

So move on!

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Thanks to my lovely iPhone

I have done so many works because of you

Even when I am mobile

In the bus, walking or anytime when I am moving

Replying email, checking news and updating tweets

I cannot imagine life without you

I Tell You What

Stop asking why did I drop my DPP

I tell you what

My mind had a bad time to make this decision

I consulted my dad and mum

But I know I will never get an answer from them

They said

"We believe that you can always make the right choice for your own."

Sometimes my parents are just too confident in me

That they think I can settle everything myself

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I asked Miss Cheam

(one of my favourite lecturers of all times)

Yey, she told me a lot of politics involved behind this DPP

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Making it short

She said it doesn't really matter for what I am concerning

Cause the main spotlight is still on my CGPA

She advised me to think twice

As the workload in year 2 is never as light as in year 1

and year 3 is surely to get heavier than year 2

and some other factors to consider like the CCAs

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I think long and long

My conscience told me not to take it

Firstly, I am not a fast learner

I have a poor understanding towards everything reflects into my eyes

I render extra efforts to study practically everything I need to learn

But the only difference is

When I get a hang of something

I can catch up very fast

Faster than those who comprehended it before me

Secondly, Maths is never my piece of cake

You can check my report card for secondary

I can never score 100 for my Maths

though I scored 99 for the last few Maths exams I had in high school

But I could never achieve a perfect score like my other friend did

Additional Maths

I sux to the max

I think I only manage to score from the range of 80

to the max of 91 or 2

So DPP is mainly on calculation

So if I take it

It just another form of commit suicide

Thirdly, I am never motivated to study

I only enjoy subjects which are so called "dead"

Like the Biology and History

I can squeeze in thousands and thousands of facts into my brain

But not Mathematics formula

Ask me why am I not in Medical field?

I just don't like people to call me for an operation halfway when I am having my dinner

That's why I am into the knowledge

But not the field

Forth, I am slack

Since the first day I stepped into NYP

I am slack all the way till today

If you were to compare my life now and in high school before

You will be shocked

Practically because I do not have tuition now

So the only thing I do after school is sleep

Or go online, twitter and pps

So i strongly believe I cannot afford to sacrifice my sleeping time for Maths

Fifth, my results

Do not ask me how I obtain my results last year

I have no idea too

I think God bless me all the way

Many times my brain went blank during the exams

But I just pretended to look calm after every paper

Every time when results is about to release

I thought I would be despaired

But the outcome is always the opposite

I told my aunt about that

She said

"Some people just have the luck in exam"

Sometimes I think I am the one

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But I would never risk my luck for DPP right?

So those are my reasons