I Tell You What

Stop asking why did I drop my DPP

I tell you what

My mind had a bad time to make this decision

I consulted my dad and mum

But I know I will never get an answer from them

They said

"We believe that you can always make the right choice for your own."

Sometimes my parents are just too confident in me

That they think I can settle everything myself

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I asked Miss Cheam

(one of my favourite lecturers of all times)

Yey, she told me a lot of politics involved behind this DPP

... ...

Making it short

She said it doesn't really matter for what I am concerning

Cause the main spotlight is still on my CGPA

She advised me to think twice

As the workload in year 2 is never as light as in year 1

and year 3 is surely to get heavier than year 2

and some other factors to consider like the CCAs

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I think long and long

My conscience told me not to take it

Firstly, I am not a fast learner

I have a poor understanding towards everything reflects into my eyes

I render extra efforts to study practically everything I need to learn

But the only difference is

When I get a hang of something

I can catch up very fast

Faster than those who comprehended it before me

Secondly, Maths is never my piece of cake

You can check my report card for secondary

I can never score 100 for my Maths

though I scored 99 for the last few Maths exams I had in high school

But I could never achieve a perfect score like my other friend did

Additional Maths

I sux to the max

I think I only manage to score from the range of 80

to the max of 91 or 2

So DPP is mainly on calculation

So if I take it

It just another form of commit suicide

Thirdly, I am never motivated to study

I only enjoy subjects which are so called "dead"

Like the Biology and History

I can squeeze in thousands and thousands of facts into my brain

But not Mathematics formula

Ask me why am I not in Medical field?

I just don't like people to call me for an operation halfway when I am having my dinner

That's why I am into the knowledge

But not the field

Forth, I am slack

Since the first day I stepped into NYP

I am slack all the way till today

If you were to compare my life now and in high school before

You will be shocked

Practically because I do not have tuition now

So the only thing I do after school is sleep

Or go online, twitter and pps

So i strongly believe I cannot afford to sacrifice my sleeping time for Maths

Fifth, my results

Do not ask me how I obtain my results last year

I have no idea too

I think God bless me all the way

Many times my brain went blank during the exams

But I just pretended to look calm after every paper

Every time when results is about to release

I thought I would be despaired

But the outcome is always the opposite

I told my aunt about that

She said

"Some people just have the luck in exam"

Sometimes I think I am the one

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But I would never risk my luck for DPP right?

So those are my reasons