累.垮

望着天空

看不到曾经的蔚蓝

望着镜子

疲惫的纹路若隐若现

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当笑话不再诙谐

当太阳不再炽热

当彩虹不再绚丽

黑与白

占据了这个空间

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好重

肩膀，辛苦了

好乱

思绪，错乱了

好痛

心理，淌血了

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我听到了她们的呻吟

但却麻木了

无法改变

这残忍的事实

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正在摸索

累、垮与坚强

的平衡感

用力拼凑着

被打乱的拼图

一篇原本属于我美丽的故事

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我不是输了

只是累了

累得垮

垮得彻底

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我秉持着的信仰

坚强

快要破功了

Cherish

I grabbed this picture from Roti Canai's blog. It is indeed a meaningful one, I uploaded it here to share it with all my friends. Do cherish people around you and do not let them to slip by your side. Fill up the emptiness of your life with the gift from Lord and hold it tightly in your palm. Life is not everlasting, appreciate what you have now and do not ask more for your greediness. Learn to love and to be loved. Forget everything related to hatred and hate no people. Life can be easy or difficult, it all depends on how you interpret it. With the power of Lord, surpass all the obstacles and perplexities that are approaching you. Be strong, and that is the only solution.

Strong, the only solution

Today I went to attend the car driving bengkel together with Dawson, Eleen, Winnie, Aelred and Aaron. This was indeed a boring one but slightly better than the previous lecture because it lasted for 3 hours only. I met Vivian, Kathleen and Samantha there. They were taking their driving law lecture as well. We had our lunch at the food bazaar in Spring. Soon, my dad came and picked me up home. Wee told me that mum went to Toa Pek Kong this morning after dropping me off. I could felt the cadence of my entire body cells to tune down suddenly after listening to what Wee had said. Half an hour ago, my mum came into my room and sitting down on my bed. I could felt the disquieting ambiance to besiege me, it was scary. The dreadful silence was broke when my mum started to talk "I'm very tired, I'm scared that if I can't .........." Well, I am not daring enough to write out what she said in the last part of her sentence. I found myself in a stupefied state for sometime. By the time I regained to my full conscious, my mum had left the room. I texted Fabian after this and he asked me to accompany her more often than usual. Tonight, I am so much depressed. It is going to be a sleepless and endless night for me.

A Banquet

Today my dad was prompted by a sudden impulse to pamper the whole family with a marvellous banquet at the Riverside. Wow, that sounds so much seductive to me. What more the theme of the day was Japanese Cuisine! Hoho, I was getting so much excited when the imposing grand sight of the sushi dish(es) projected into both my eyes. I could not resist anymore. I took a plate of udon to fill up my grumbling stomach before I went into the real dinner. While I was intoxicating in this sumptuous Japanese Cuisine, my aunt and cousins arrived at the doorstep. My aunt was still not in a very sanguine complexion. Who can really actually fully recover from losing a person who have a tie of blood to you, what more if he or she is your husband or wife? Aunt, please restrain the grief and to accept the change, I know you can. Recently, I got to pray hard to Lord cause I don't want the sorrow chapter to happen on me in an alternate way. You should get what I mean if you understand me well.

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Always with Lord,

Jack_ty

Bookstore or Storeroom?

This afternoon while waiting for my youngest brother, my father brought me to Smart Bookshop. The first impression while I stepped in my first pace was that is this a bookstore or storeroom. It had been few months ago since I made my last visit here. The arrangement of books is in a big mess! Walao-A, lolz. Can you imagine a bookstore with books scattering all over the place and you will suddenly step on a book without your conscious while walking around! You know, I had accidentally stepped on at least 3 books. (Just hope that I will not become any stupid by doing that) I will take a snapshot if I was with a camera! Never mind, I remembered I was having my hard time scouting for the books I want, this really drove me nuts, nuts and MORE NUTS! First, you had to been through series of carpet-like searching to get your desire publisher. When you found it, you had to look into the subject(s) you want. The worst part was that when you approached the workers, they will only simply reply you "Buku ini tak ada stok lagi, mungkin kamu boleh pergi popular cari buku itu..." or "Kamu tunggu sekejap, saya check di komputer dulu.." then you will no longer hear his/her voice until you started to look for him/her again. Is this the right attitude a worker should reflect? Lolz, after spending one and a half hour in this terrible and horrible bookshop, I managed to get some books which I missed it last two days when I was at Popular.

Poor, poor, poor...
What a poor bookshop.

爱的拥抱

昨天

我从爸哽咽的话语中

得知了这个噩耗

无声无息的

牵动了我全身的神经线

心情顿时跌到了谷底

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我缩短在网上流连的时间

预留了个空间给你

让我可靠近凝视着你的脸蛋儿

好好抚摸你那被岁月摧残的青春

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这是个极大的考验

我必须矜持着我原有的意念

背负着伟大的理想

再次通过重重关卡

远远超越“毅”力所能到达的境界

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在神的引领下

我破蛹而出

在黑暗的另一端

寻找另一片曙光

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在泪水中忐克不安的踌躇

将化为另一股

无穷的动力

把我推向了勇敢的尽头

迈出了腾空的一大步

画下美丽的历史

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妈

我想再次投入你的怀抱

感受你那久违的温暖

妈

我爱你

Not in Mood

Today you told me

To be prepared

In case if any sad tragedy happen

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I asked myself why?

Why her?

I can hardly accept the fact

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This joke is too big for me

I don't think I will be able to hold back

I will sacrifice anything for you

But with the condition

You cannot leave us behind ok?

I need you

Your love

Your cares

Your smile

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I love you

I penetrate through the Dimensions

Feeling weary looking at my previous header image

That is the reason why I edited another picture

"I penetrate through the Dimensions"

According to the Oxford dictionary

"Dimension" means-

measurement of any sort (breadth, length, thickness, height etceteras)

I take this phase as the key subject of my whole idea

"I penetrate through the Dimensions"

To be firmly convinced in these words

I promised myself not to give up easily

No matter how difficult and arduous the perplexity is going to be

I will never let you shatter my adamant will

I will go beyond all these

And finally land on the opposite shore

Where the aureola of victory will shine on top of me

Which last forever

To be committed and endeavoured

Another hard day for me. I was suffocating by the non-stop coughing just now. Sometimes I couldn't even take in a single breathe. I am wondering if I will leave my outer form behind and depart from this world in a sudden. No, I should never say that, I am only sixteen man! I still have lots and lots of ambitions to be completed and achieved. I can say my condition is right very chronic and a medical supervision is needed immediately. When the j-ass were having their command exam this afternoon, I coughed until I almost got my lungs to spew out from my mouth. This feeling is like when your lungs are being pierced through by thousands of needles making you can hardly grab for any single breathe. The medicine which I bought few days ago from the pharmacy doesn't show any aid to save me from this hell like chasm. If I can't do anything to get this thing cure, I would rather choose to be like what the Maldives people have done in connection to the global warming. The Maldives PM said that "If we cannot stop the global warming, then we have to spend some of our exchequer to buy land from the adjacent nations before the water submerge our place..." Well I shouldn't be so pessimism, on the other hand I should contribute something to my family, friends, school, community and nation. I will not let any single chance which I can bring glory and pride to my family, friends, school, community and nation to slip by as long as I am still be able to hold spoon and fork with both my hands!

Being so e-m-o tonight. I think that is probably enough for me.

A new hair cut

This afternoon I went for a haircut. No doubt, it looks so stupid for me. I still have about 8-9 months to keep my hair short to the length which is stated in the school rules. Never mind, have to bear with it. Anyways, do I look like a primary school nerd with this hair cut?

一滴有自己声音的水

这两天里，我在闲暇之余我都陶醉于《一滴有自己声音的水》里，穿梭在文字的优美当中。或许吧，曾经年少轻狂、叛逆的我是那么无知、天真。那天在整理书橱时，我意外发现了《一滴有自己声音的水》，赫然察觉原来我存有这么一本值得珍藏的书，一切切的感动、激励都萦绕在这本书的每一粒方块字，赋予了它无穷的生命力。

夕阳的景色永远是最美丽的，它犹如一盘被调色师傅打翻的调色盘，但却怎么也收不回来。各种绚丽夺目的色彩，渲染了这片蔚蓝的天空，实属美丽。然而最美丽的时刻永远是最短暂的，每当我在这幅画令我叹为观止的巨画下再一次惊叹之际，它却悄悄地离去了。我无法给于预言，更不晓得未来会发生的事，就因为如此，我一直抓紧每一个美丽、欢乐的时刻。在我内心深处，我非常清楚了解，遗憾是难免的。

在黑暗的夜晚，我巧妙地避开了繁忙的车拢与奔波的生活，徘徊在那沉淀已久的记忆里。在皎洁的月光下，独自享受大地沉睡后的“静”。我坐在那可滚动的塑制椅子上，坐上摆放的尽是些简单的摆设。一盏充电式的桌灯、几本陪伴我在考场上并肩作战的好友和几支的原子笔。我静静地坐在椅子上，原子笔在我熟练的腕力下快速在纸张上飞舞，记下的每一笔每一画，都是我由衷的宣泄，把内心的纳闷尽吐在文字里，让它从我错乱的思绪当中给挪出来。

天下的父母，有哪一位曾向自己的儿女要求过什么？他们的付出是无私的，伟大的。在有一天，当我们准备张翅飞翔走进着五花八门的社会时，我们依靠的，会是另一种情—友情。有些时候，在某种程度上友情扮演的角色比亲情来得重要。我对生命的热忱，曾是朋友给于的动力。在经历了多场友情赛后，挫折让我狭隘的思想变得辽阔，我成熟了不少。

我喜爱採撷闹中之静，在静里慢慢享受着感人的旋律在我耳怀翩翩起舞，细细品味那一直萦绕在周围的感动。曾何几时，音乐是我人生不可缺少的一部分。虽然我不会作词作曲，不晓得唱歌，更不认识乐谱上一排排的豆芽。在我无法适应白天的繁忙与黑夜的寂静的这极度偏差里，美妙的乐曲常是慰籍我心灵的良药。一首简单的慢歌，优美的歌词在简单的旋律里畅行无阻地编织成一曲又一曲无与伦比的创作。我忘我地在这奇妙的音乐世界里探索，得到了安慰，更获得了无价的灵感泉源。

《一滴有自己声音的水》让我用了个全新的角度诠释人生的哲学，生活的意义。是的，每一个人都需不断地充实自己，而不是一直在原地打转，没有进步就相等于退步。

每一个人都有属于自己声音的一滴水，好好去发掘吧！好好享受人生，在人生的道路上，你会再次体验到更多的美好。在享受的同时，珍惜你所拥有的一切—亲情、友情和爱情。无私奉献的亲情、人生旅途上的友情和伟大的爱情，都是上天赐予我们最珍贵的收藏品。

Happy Valentine Day

Today is Valentine Day

No choice I have to spoil your image by uploading this picture

I don't think you would mind

Because your hair is worse than this picture

Less nonsense

Let's get started

First

I would like to say

"Happy Valentine Day!!!"

Second

still the same as what I sent you this morning

"No matter how broom or mop your hair is, I will always love you!"

For me

Everyday is our valentine day

But today

Is a very very special valentine day

So date you out for a movie and dinner

With lots of Love

Jack_ty

Sick

Today when I woke up

I felt something wrong with my voice

My voice is husky

I have no choice

I am sick

Don't feel like getting this weak condition

Later

I start to cough

Coughing is the most vulnerable part of my health

I want to recover

You know

I scare the hidden ailment to burst out again

No

I don't want to become breathless

And

Gasping desperately for fresh air

Please

Lord

I need to stay in green

I flunked badly

A train of bullets starts to shoot at me like I had committed an extremely heinous offence and have to be executed right now. Yeah, I meant it, RIGHT NOW!!!

1st bullet, "Why you need to take my SLR to go for taking picture? Did you spoil your Samsung camera?" I simply replied "No dad, the Samsung camera is just running low on battery..." "Well, later you show me your camera and let me check if it is really SPOILT!" He shouted at me. I know I have to bear with it, the reason why I brought the SLR there is very simple, I just want to take some nice shots so that I can upload some quality photos to the KHSRC blogspot. I never make any bad intention to arouse in my act.

2nd shot "You know I am TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED on you! I never see you doing any revision. Every time when I see you, you're facing in front of computer. Do you know that you're going to sit for SPM?" This time I chose to remain silent. I don't want to contradict my dad, I know I have been hurting him so far. Sometimes, I just couldn't get it, couldn't get what my dad actually wants. I'm trying hard everyday to revise and always ensure that I am one step ahead of other candidates.

Last bullet "You're spending much as if I am a millionaire. You bought lots of tops and bottoms this year which cost me about thousand. At home, you use the best toiletries and cosmetic products, in school you use the best stationery and on apparel, you used to wear the most branded one. Can't you just be a bit more frugal?" Lolz, this time I confessed I am wrong. My dear dad, I am actually trying to be economical in my spending recently. I stop buying imported and branded stuff such as SHAPES biscuit, PILOT pen and so on. Dad, can't you see all the the changes and hard work I had been made?

I just wanna say sorry, dad. As an eldest, I should set a good example for Wee and Khai, but I failed to do so. Most of the time I just couldn't get what you actually aspect from me. I did my very best to obtain good result in school and doing domestic chores everyday. I thought I had contributed something to this house and lighten your burden, but it doesn't seems to be like that.
Dear Lord, do guide me what should I do. I don't want my dad to worry me anymore. I have grown up, getting mature and not longer a rebellions temperament kid. I know I had flunked badly as being a good son.

Your dearest son,

ty_Jack

Another Creation

5S1 class tee (front view)5S1 class tee (back view)
Yeah, I used 3 days to complete these. I am very satisfied with the design. Any passerby please kindly drop me some comments or tell me where should I improve.

害怕

在这孤独的角落

害怕空气忽然静止

更害怕时针不再转动

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习惯了这城市的繁忙

厌烦了这虚伪的舞台

我在此挥洒

终点却永是起点

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身上流着的

不再是散发着活力的热血

虚浮的外壳

再次敲醒了红色警戒

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一杯热腾腾浓郁的茉香

依然那么甘醇回味

今时已不同往日

物质上的满足

不再是我所在意的

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对我而言

健康的身躯

才是我长久的期盼

Australia Wildfire

SYDNEY, Australia — The toll from Australia’s wildfires could exceed 200 dead, a top official said Tuesday, as investigators warned it will take months to identify the bodies and determine whether arsonists were responsible for the worst blaze which killed scores of people.

Police have so far confirmed 181 deaths as the fires ripped across the southern state of Victoria on Saturday. But the state’s premier, John Brumby, said more than 50 people remained missing Tuesday afternoon.

“These are people who the coroner believes are already deceased but are not yet identified,” Mr. Brumby said. “So this is going to be a significant number, it will exceed 200 deaths.”
Officials declared crime scenes across huge tracts of land where dozens of victims died in their cars or huddled in their houses during the worst wildfires in Australian history.
The Victorian state police commissioner, Christine Nixon, told a local radio station on Tuesday that one of the fires, which killed at least 21 people in the eastern region of Gippsland, was deliberately set, and police “believe there may be more.”

Asked whether police had any suspects, she said, “We certainly do in some cases.”
Police said it was still unclear whether arsonists were responsible for the deadliest blaze, a 60-mile-long fire front that killed at least 147 people and decimated several hillside towns northeast of Melbourne.

Officials set up a task force to examine how many of the fires were lit by arsonists, who could face murder charges if arrested. Dannye Moloney, who is heading the force, said the team of 100 top investigators would also try to determine the circumstances of each death, but he warned the process could take months.

“We have people that left their homes, drove, got trapped, left their vehicles; pedestrians were picked up by other motorists trying to escape this tragedy and were killed in cars,” Mr. Moloney said in Melbourne. “We must pin all this together.”

Stephen Cordner, the head of the Victorian Institute of Forensic Medicine, who is helping with the investigation, said the heat of the fires incinerated some victims so thoroughly that identifying their bodies would be impossible.

State and federal officials began trying to find shelter for hundreds of people left homeless in the disaster. More than 900 houses were destroyed and some 7,000 people have appealed for assistance from the Australian Red Cross, local media reported.

A special agency has been set up to oversee the reconstruction of several towns and villages razed in Saturday’s fires, and Mr. Brumby said building would begin within weeks.

Officials have come under criticism for failing to notify residents of the danger or evacuate towns facing high fire risk on Saturday. Australian fire authorities rarely order mass evacuations but advise people to establish a fire plan that involves either leaving early or staying to defend their homes with hoses, pumps and generators.

Many of those who survived the most devastating fires said there was no time for an orderly evacuation and witnesses said several people died while sheltering in homes that collapsed in a matter of minutes.

Mr. Brumby has called for a royal commission, the highest level of government inquiry, to review the state’s response to the fires. One question will be whether officials should have greater power to force residents to leave their homes in times of high fire danger.
The premier and fire officials defended the existing approach, saying no one could have predicted the ferocity of Saturday’s fires. However, Victoria’s main fire authority updated its safety warnings to clarify that “leaving early means going to safe places on all days when there is a fire risk.”

Meanwhile, hundreds of exhausted firefighters continued to battle two dozen wildfires still burning out of control on Tuesday.Army reservists were deployed to the region to help dig containment lines around the fires and clear charred trees from the roads. Conditions were much cooler than the 116 degree temperatures recorded Saturday, but officials warned the weather could heat up again early next week.

from the New York's Time

This is a sad tragedy to all the nations of Australia. I would like to express my deepest condolence to all the the victims suffering from this wildfire. I have been praying hard for all of you.

Dear Lord,

may we lend your sanctity hand

together we go beyond this hard time

and not to fear with it

In Jesus name

Ah Men

Chap Gor Mei

Today all the Chinese are celebrating the the last day of Chinese New Year. It seems to be a special day but I don't reserved any special discount for stop being busying like a psycho. The first thing I am gonna to do right after school is rushing to Aroma and take a prompt lunch. Later follow Eleen's car to Chinese tuition. Lim Yee is always a good tutor and learned lots of 文言文虚词 today. Time is flying, after finish writing a formal letter then the clock strikes at 5pm. Now, going to rush to Physics tuition which starts at 5.30pm. Doing lots of exercises which really drive me nuts, especially to one question which I don't get it no matter how teacher explain to me.

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I took this pic during Chinese tuition when I was in the toilet

Miss Lim rear a pig as pet

Finally, on the way home. Just couldn't understand where I get such good stamina, maybe inherited from my mum. She is a real workaholic which makes me impressed some time. Actually I realised my extraordinary stamina during my last camp at Santubong which I slept less than 4 hours per day for consecutive 5 nights. By the way I still be able to carry out my daily routine without any distraction.

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I manage to get home in 15 minutes time. Feeling very excited I quickly take a quick shower and rush to the dining room. Hohoho¬ the steamboat looks fabulous! After praying to God then I start eating like I had been starved for several weeks. Well well well, suddenly I feel very disgusting with the food and with no choice I left the meal. Standing right in front of basin, trying very hard not to vomit out the food. Kay, I made it. Wtf.

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Steamboat

Lastly, wishing all my friends a happy chap gor mei especially to Fabian, Hui Yin, Esther, Hong Khai, Leon and so on. Keep smiling and Jesus love always

An ailing ail

Just came back from Eleen house for tuition. The home tutor is just as nice as usual. I finished studying my Physics form 5 chapter 1 tonight. Just cannot imagine how prompt am I, Eleen and teacher in making this a possible. I don't want to sound conceited here showing off. I never never get Mr Eng when he is teaching Physics. His intonation, way of conducting experiment etc. are all seems to be like a crazy scientist instead of a teacher. There are still many symptoms symbolising his peculiar acting as a crazy scientist. How sad it is.

Ok, it took about 15 minutes until I reached home. My stomach was grumbling for food all the way home. Luckily there is some soup left in the pot, I scooped a tiny little bowl for myself. At first, the fish sound soup was quite nice. Soon I started to get nausea and squeamishness feeling wanting to vomit. This feeling was exactly the same as what happened in Tun Jugah last Saturday when I was taking my lunch. I thought I had successfully detoured my breathing difficulty and gained green in health. But it doesn't seems to be an end for me. I am deriving some new symptoms which seems to be an adumbration telling me that I am going to suffer from digestive system disorder. I hope it to be a mild one. God bless me.

Inspirated

Getting frustrated on what proverb or cool sentence am I going to use for 5S1 class tee

Somehow

Suddenly

I got inspirated

with

this

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Unparalleled Intermixture

brings

Infinite Possibility

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What do you think?

Kindly drop a piece of comment

永恒的怀念

今天一早，我如常般起身刷洗，用了早点就去学校了。好不容易经过了大半天，期待已久的铃声再次响起，我带着欢愉的心情准备回家。

一踏进车里，妈都不说一句话。好吧，也许今日她很忙吧。好不容易逃离了车拢，回到家里。我真的是受不了了，便开口问道：“妈，今日耍酷哦，怎么都不说话？”望着她那目无神情的样子，一股不祥的预感涌上了我的心头，顿时紧张了。片刻沉默后，妈终于启齿了：“毅，今天早上小舅辞世了。”我答道：“什么？！”妈说：“小舅的气喘病忽然发作，舅妈在送他去医院的路上。。。”我不记得妈当时还说些什么，因为我愣着了。我无法相信，无法理解，更无法接受。那时，我没法做什么，只想哭。。。

我的童年回忆里大多存在着小舅的影子。不管我的童年记忆再怎么模糊，也无法忘记小舅那慈祥的脸孔。我爸和妈都是典型的生意人，应酬通常都应接不暇，所以我小时多半的时间都在小舅家渡过。小舅带着副黑色框子的大眼镜，在其背后的是双眼皮的瞳孔。笔直的鼻子，泛红的双唇是他的特点。当然，身上流着地中海血统的他有着典型的前额秃头，是我记忆最为深刻之处。犹记得小时候，他最爱陪我玩耍，甚至比对表哥与表姐们更疼爱我。我今日在课业上的成就，都是小舅在我小时候循循善诱的果实。我今日那么热爱华文，也是小舅在我小时播种的成果。

小时的我可谓顽皮至极。越是不可做的事，我越想挑战。小舅时常警告我不要尝试去骑他那置放于储藏室的脚踏车因为刹车器已无法正常操作了。在一次偶然的机会，我避开小舅的注意，偷偷把脚车给开出门了。感受着疾风在脸上拍打的快感，我似乎忘了往来车子的存在。就在我骑得入神时，小舅的叫喊声把我给吓着了。在我还未来得及回首时，“碰”一声巨响叫我循音望去。映入眼帘的随即是一滩血水，而小舅正躺在那滩血水当中！原来小舅为了叫我注意身后的车子而不幸被撞上了。我吓得记不清楚接下来发生的事。直到小舅在医院苏醒后对我说的第一句话：“陈毅，以后小舅说的话你要听，告诉你不要骑那脚车就听话吧。”我当时已急得嚎啕大哭了。

踏入中学的门槛后，我便鲜少再到小舅家去了。繁忙的课业及永不结束的课外活动让我腾不出多余的时间。小舅不时都会与我通电话，问我几时有空暇去他那儿，说他要煮我最爱吃的海南鸡饭。十次的邀请里，我都推了八九次。不是因为功课繁重，就是在学校里参与着课外活动。如今，小舅的声音不再萦绕在我耳际，让人难以忘怀的海南鸡饭再也吃不到了，小舅慈祥的脸孔如今只是个抽象词。我后悔了，后悔没好好接受小舅的殷勤招待，后悔一而再再而三地拒绝小舅的好意。

这天晚上我来到了小舅的家，望着棺木里那冰冷的遗体，我抵挡不了泪水的涌进，又一次哭了。看到了姨妈那憔悴的面色，我感到不舍；望着表哥与表姐们那被泪水洗刷过的痕迹，我感受得到他们心中的痛。小舅，一路好走，我只想说—小舅，我爱你，你在我心中是永恒的怀念。

（被陆老师逼参加作文比赛所写）

累

丧失了品尝美食的胃口

没了睡眠时应有的安宁

陈毅

你

怎么了吗

-

此时此刻

“隐形人”

是我的陶醉

陈年往事

回忆着

伤心了

热泪盈眶

终于

夺眶而出

我哭了

-

淌血的心灵

已化成玫瑰

在华丽的外表

感受着刺痛

-

纸张上

弄湿的角落

再次显露了

我的脆弱

-

崎岖的道路

不好走

我不曾忘记

也无法遗忘

-

快乐的时光

与

悲伤的时刻

总是

不成对比

-

每一次的跌倒

让我学会珍惜

每一次的遗失

让我重识光阴的短暂

-

友谊

是可贵的

知己

是难得的

珍惜现在

因为

遗憾是难免的

-

你们的出现

不是偶然的

我的人生

因你们

而精彩

而意义

而不凡

是该

满足了

-

夜深了

沉默着

感人的旋律

与

寂静的黑夜

成了

完美的搭配

我凝视着夜空

似乎有说不完的故事

-

累

是时候休息了

哭

是解压唯一的选择

只想告诉你们

朋友

谢了

因为

我爱你们

-

致

敬爱的朋友们

传合与善安（小学）

秀香（中一）

弘凯与佳颖（中二）

道晟与国扬（中三）

奕婧与国良（中四）

慧芸（中二、中三、中四、中五）

邦耀（中五）

（再一次，脸颊上闪烁的泪光又滑落了）

毅撰于2009年2月8日：凌晨1时10分

ASEAN scholarship

My uncle phoned me all the way from Singapore right after I reached home yesterday. We took our time having long-winded and copious talk but soon we landed on the topic about my study. He was asking me where am I going to head after I done my 'O' level (SPM) this year. I told him that actually I do not have any clear vision on what I am going to do after SPM. He advised me to go for ASEAN scholarship and finish my undergraduate study in Singapore before I go for my postgraduate course. Yea, he was trying to convince me by telling me all sort of benefits to study there. Somehow, I am getting interested with this.

That night, right after I stepped into the car after my Maths tuition I questioned my dad whether the registration for ASEAN scholarship is available or not. He said he just checked with it yesterday and there is no news regarding it. My dad said he will notify me once the scholarship is open for registration. Well, I asked my confidant, Fabian to see whether he is interested with it. Yeah, he gave me positive feedback. Then both of us will go to apply for it once it is open.

I will pray for myself and Fabian
God bless
We have to succeed in applying this scholarship
Yes!
I want to finish my "A" level in Singapore!

What to say???

Ok, today when I first entered the room I heard this...

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"The minutes is not prepared yet, I could not finish typing in time."

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Follow by this...

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"I don't know whether there are any special kid at Children's Home."

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After this, I heard...

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"I forgot to tell the Form 3 to make colour label on their name tags to indicate their members respective age."

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If not mistaken, I heard this as well...

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"The programme list has not been drafted out yet."

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And then, this...

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"We could not manage to hold a last meeting in which every head department can present."

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Well, I am actually being very nice to you all and NEVER shout or scream to you guys. But kindly remind you that I do not like the BOLDED and HIGHLIGHTED words up there to pop out from your guys mouth again. If it does, I am going to BURST and mark a VOLCANIC HISTORY in your lifetime.

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So, please change since I am still under control within my limit.

Out of Anticipation

Well, fine, dh31024ef#do....

Ok, I am speechless for this....

Today is the special assembly to say farewell for our DEAREST uncle mario and launching of Chinese Language Month. It should be a normal assembly with some injected excitement cause we are going to escape from the game of Super Mario.

And, come to this. Wooo~~~~~

Yeah, you're not wrong. That is Eleen. I am really really sweat to see her in this manner. I never know that a dance can change a person's image upside down. I am feeling IMPRESSIVE with it.

shh#ioh@dh9)@#) again, speechless...

Another Laughter

You cannot survive today if you really do not know how to laugh!

Today many funny things happened in my school especially at our new house - the 5S1 zoo lolz. I cannot find any other suitable word other than zoo or prison to describe our new classroom. We are like surround by strong iron fencing bar which make us look like monkeys or prisoners in the zoo or prison. WTH. Never mind, back to my topic of the day. Today the lil cute small ting gave us the PLBS task which need to be completed before this semester ends. And guess what happened??? That stupid Kunga is bringing a climax to the damn bored life of the day. When Boon Ping asked Kunga who will be in her group for PLBS, she answered "我, Winnie, 淑盈 和 宗荷..." Do you get the point of this sentence? Haha, I almost get all my teeth drop off. Hahaha...(Never mind if you don't get what I mean)...

Sleepless Night & Sleepy Day

Last night I could not get into my sleep as usual as ever. I am rolling from side to side on my bed and keep on mumbling something in my mouth so that I could get into my dream faster. Well, it did not work for me. So I switched on the television so that I can get my eyes bag feeling heavy and went into sleep. And yet the same, it did not work! I even knew that my dad came into my room at 2am in the early morning to turn down the speed of fan as it is getting colder by that time. Luckily I did not turn on the air-cond. I did not know when I really got into my dream but I still clearly remembered that I woke up at 5.15am this morning. What had been pressured me so far and brought me all these sleepless night? I wonder...

Today, I was feeling dizzy especially Miss Ko's Bio. I could not really understand what the heck she was teaching but at least I knew she was discussing about the PEKA and lymphatic system with us. Later, I lost my interest to attend Mr Eng high pitch concert so I went Miss Chai there to counsel for my further study. The same went to Leon. Haha. Luckily I was only sleepy during Miss Ko Bio but not the other subjects. Thanks God.

RIP my dear Grandpa

Grandpa

You had left us this morning

and go to the other world

I hope

You will be staying happily

with the surround of angels

and also

loves from all of us

Dear Lord,

May my grandpa live peacefully

together with your existence

in Jesus name I pray

Ah Men

Post CNY

Tomorrow school reopening le
which means

I really need to work hard starting tomorrow

To aim for better result

Yeah

I need to be

必胜宝宝